what should i choose..?

blog again..
act i hv kinda much ting havent blog yet..
i kinda buzy lik i hv repeated 4 10000000000000times..
haha

well today skul until 5.40...
wat a hell rules..
well its a shit rules but
im 4lowing the shit..

pelabur n sdu n b&k..
volley n ping pong n tennis
hello..
kinda buzy lo..haha
but say nia la..
voley ball..
once i go den simpan bola..haha
pingpong..omg la..i stand dere 4 half hour v kui kee but everi1 as v r transparent..
pelabur..nothing to do today..
sdu..a less ppl meeting is on..

now thinking how should i tell teacher if i wanna letak jawatan..?
how i tell..?
i hv to face wethet 1 of dem
omg..
im totali not interested to sdu act..
i pun tak tau kenapa saya pula jadi president
hello..
macam mana shoud i buat skrg ni..
ada cadangan ke..?
i memang tak tau macam mana nak bagi tau langsung
"fan "
huh..
tention blog today..
n it was juz a short blog.
im kinda moody 4 blog act
but i wanna release a bit..

sunny sunday

hihi..gud morning..
sunny sunday i wake up bout 9 smting 2day..
yea...ytd chating v o lu lu la wey..
wat a memory i hv v him last tim..\
well i reali mis him la..
but not i find him 1 la..
i shame shame la..
i not zhu ding type gal la act..
haha..
yea v chat quite a lot..
huh..

i hv to say...
i reali hv many homework..
tats y i wake up earlier dis morning..ytd saturday..
but..pity me hv to go skul ..my god..
so mis 1 day 4 complete my hmwork la..
nasib baik i attend..
waoo..principal wanna c who absent ytd..
yea..teacher hv tell us b4 dis ytd wil b the dangerous dayh so she advise all of us to go skul lo..
my pricipal..
ho kambing..
my god..i tink maybe recentli he quite wu eng so he make us v sm trouble so tat he can do smting act lik he veri bo eng i tink
hello dun su me ya..
dis my blog ma..rite..so its a way 4 release la k..


hello..
hanging my neck ..
its reali gonna killing me..my god..
urghhhhhhh!!!!!!
math paper 1..>>
4.1 , 4.2 , 4.3 , 4.4 , 4.5 , 4.6

math paper 2>>
5.1, 5.2, 5.3, 5.4, 5.5, 5.6 , 5.7 , 5.8 , 5.9 . 5.10

business..>>
10 ++ question

ekonomi..>>
hv to redo the exercise again

pengajian am..>>
1 karangan to complete

tuition>>
math paper 2..
hell lots n its uncountable

pengajian am..
2 gaft

how i complete all of it in 1 day..?
sunday...24 hours..now minus 6 hours
hello how many left..

exam soon lagi..shit
hulala..
i tink burn all the buk n drink it its the most best way
huh..

my mum go gai gai a..
she go cuti cuti malaysia la wey..
how nice she was..
me leh..haizzzt...
left me n dady in the housee..
he treat me so bad..he din buuy food 4 me..wuwuwu

on call..
end here

on mc today..

yea..i never blog everiday since i reopen skul..
i juz blog when im free..
im on mc today..
so i get lesen 4 skip class today of cux
my god..wat a gud begining..i juz skip 4 1 day leh..
sum+ i get mc frm doctor..hurray...
i never skip class 4 almost 2 weeks i tink..

ok..im sick again.
i tink maybe is coz of stress so make me sick again..
huh..bad luck year la..
tat day i felt down n my leg injures..
n ytd..sick seriously until go n check in a clinic..
asking oso the pro of female.
the doctor ask me..
do u sex..?
hello plz la...im so fat im single la..i hv no bf la wey
how to sex v myself..?
my god..i hv no sperm in my body k..so if i sex alone oso won get pregnant ok...
well..she din ans me 4 my question n she juz giiv me the medicine
n din care bout my female question...
thx lots..tats the way to prove u r mm dim..
i promise won go again..
n will go bec the cinic i lik the most..
clinic jasbir..
its a mangkalai doctor..

trouble internet..

hallo..
how many day never saw me appear d..?
yea..hv to complain to tmnet plz..
hello..although u r the cheaper..but
can u plz stop trouble..hullo..
u disturb me la wey..
i totali 4get how facebuk luks lik oledi la..

now ok d..my god..
yea..dis week..many ppl bufday huh..
chanfai zhi hao..and ah geng..
yea..appy bufday to them again..big boy..
wish all ur dream will b cum true..

yea..my les bo kinda less 5 me recentli la..
but ytd..im slip very early la k..
n i saw her msg dis mornig..kinda funi i tink..
实在难找你
haha...tats her msg to me..
im trying to call her right now..
but..no body ans my call ..
s...hehe..she ordering her food in 1 utama..
how nice her life..she r the 1 o stress i tink..

yea smting to anounce..
i go library alone ytd..
hurrayy..im kinda hardworking ho..
but it make me too tired la wey..
n make me slip 4 the whole day finali..hahaha...
i hv hell lots homework havent complete yet leh..
especialy math lo..
my god...
smting gonna kill me ..

now im going to fetch my mum..
n go 4 a meal maybe..
i was tired to clean up my hom..
its kinda dirty n my mum was kinda lazy rcentli..
i nid a maria in hom plz..giv me a maid arghh!!
i was enough buzy 4 my study..
dun make me waste my tim else...can..?
i hv not enough tim 4 study..
im not enough tim 4 rush my hmwork

1st sunday of 2010

hello..gud morning..i wake up veri early la 2day..
i wake up on 8 morning..
waooo..good gal i am..
i wanna fetch my mum to pasar bcoz im boring v chicken everyday la k..
i wanna eat fish n vege ..
dun everyday chicken la..my god..
but..she dun 1 go v me..
so no choice la..
next weeek will be chicken week again..
aiya..my dad ask me to da bao..so continue later on..

9 of JAN

7 days i never blog..
i was kinda buzy since i reopen skul..
2day is weekend so of cux im free la rite..
act i blog ytd.but sudenli when im bloging den my com shut down automaticlly..
got ghost maybe..
or my com remind me is tim to bed..?
yea..i bloging on 4 am ytd nite..
den of cux i angry n never on bec my com since ytd..

hmmm..act i 4get wt im type ytd d la..
im sick..
im stil hv a little fever n i feel uncomfort
i wanna go n check by doctor la wey..
ii tell my mum tat im sick..den
she juz ask me to eat kk..
kk..which is a type of medicine lik panadol n smting lik tat..
hello?not everytim can get cure aft eat kk ok..?
i hv eat 4 many pill d..but din get cure too juz i say i wanna go clinic ..
my whole body was pain lik hell..
my backbone especially..
huh...
can u all plz dun as tat im joking.?
can u all plz reali care me..?
can u all plz dun act lik nothing ..
huh!!!i nid ppl to care me please

well..
im reali kinda buzy la i tink..
my tim was full v tuition n skul..
mon to fri full v tuition..
hello..
i hv to face stpm dis year...
yea v all my buddy n fren..
v all r trying our very hard to get it..
v all not ready to face it..
v all nid more tim..
v all trying 4 a mission imposibble..haha
yea..stpm = imposible..
haizt..wth la..
hv to memoriz 2 years silibus 4 a exam..
how ..?if bring buk along oso not sure can ans la wey..
evri1 add tuition and so on..
of cuz me too ..
mon > math paper 1
tue > guitar class
wed > math paper 2
thu > pengajian am
fri > muet
wau...so full..
i hv not enough tim..
everiting is gonna been rush..
all of dis is trying to kill me la wey..
hanging neck..
can plz tim extend to be 48 or 72 hours a day..?
or delay exam maybe..
i nid more tim to do revision n notes..
but i din hv any blank tim else..
even i din take nap while noon oso..
urghhhh!!!screaming...

huh..previous ..
6 of jan is kok aik bufday
so v hv a little celebration v him at mc donald of t.intan
his cakes is 2 kg chocolate cake..
nice..n beautiful cakes..
i never taste it la..coz tat day im rushing bec hom..
tat cake is reali nice la wey..
i wan a secret recipi cakes too..

ytd few msg v wong yoke ying..
she r the 1 n only care me i think..
she ask me to inic n take medicine./
les bo..thanks 4 ur care..
hello..
dun u all noe how she treat me..
she wake me up everiday when i was in form 4 n form 5...
hello..how sweet is tat..
everi morning she act lik my bf she call me n wake me up..
kep on dis job 4 almost 2 years i tink..
act v noe each other not a veri long tim la ..
not lik sm fren tat even noe dem 4 10 years but dey never treat me so too..
juz her..even sm tim her hp no credit but she use her dad's hp to wake me up too..
haha...i hv never say thanks to her for dis..
but..now..
lesbo..thank a lot..
apreciate to hv a fren lik u..
i love u realli..
love u so mush..

i hv hell lots of hmwork haven done yet..
wat a buzy life..
now im going to take bath
n fetching my workers to town..
i promised her ytd..
so end here..
i gotta blog again dis nite i tink..
n i wanna upload sm foto maybe....

2 JAN 2010

hurayyy...2009 ---> 2010
gudbye 09..
n welcum 2010..
new year..new life..new me...
i gota rebornding my hair...4 change myself..haha

thinking wat im did 4 the year..
i waste my tim..?
maybe..huh..
i month holidays is over..
wat a sad case
i gotta bec to the hell 4 study on monday..
my god~~screaming...arrrrrrr!!!
ok..well..not me oni..all my fren geting sad bout dis...
wat the hell a short holiday is tat..
i hv hell lots of homework haven'y complete yet leh..tolong..
i still hang out dim..
nothing i can blame la rite..?
cox i should be complete all of it begin of the holiday..
juz bcoz my patern again la..besok lusa la..
den until now..
so recentli i b vampire again...
not suck blood 4 dis tim but complete my hell lots homework..
平时不烧香临时抱佛脚～～
一寸光阴一寸金；寸金难买寸光阴～～
so accute 4 me la...
yea..i tink bout dis 2 sentences always..
ok..well..i always said..早知道啦～～
how gud if i complete it b4 holiday..?
how gud if i start do revision or do note during holiday..?
im lazzyyyyy lik no body business..dis wat i get lo..
huhhh..i rush lik crazy..
n i hv not enough tim 4 do note anymore..
i never open my text buk 4 1++month..huh..
now..dey kenal me but i not kenal dem la plzzzz...

bcoz im too stress..
so..
i went 4 a movie..v my primary skulmates n kok aik..
2nite..old towning..bcox dey all bec 4 study 2morow.
so the last hangout b4 skul..
huh...2day meet up v shinyhi n kok aik again..
recentli quite frequen hang out v dem 3 times a week i tink..n sum+ hui von..
4 of us again..
ytd s.ting n 4 of us 4 the movie..
n today..4 of us n sum+ leg rong n cu wen..
huh..i since wat a long tim never meet cu wem d...
last century i tink..
every1 buzy bout deir study..
their study life..
huh..me too..but..
enter universiti..my god..its far far away frm me la wey...
will i..?tell u..not..n imposible
huh..den y u wasting ur tim study form 6..every 1 asking me dis..
eim...ahem..long story la k..
dun try to asking me when u meet me k..?
u wan enter uni a..?common question oso..
eim...its imposible i noe but im trying ok..

huh..im reali trying my very hard to get a chance 4 enter uni ok..
even i dunno why..
maybe my mum's hope..?
yo..dun study coz of ur mum..
i said: u not me..u dun noe my situation..even i dun wih to study coz my mum too..but i hv to do so..sm issue la
dun u tink im juz play play n kep on ponteng..
even i din revision n doing homework..
but im trying my very hard when exam tim..
im a copy n paste kaki..
i copy ppl homework..haha..its truth no false...
n paste to my text pad..hurayy..
complete..
tuition n study..hello..im not wat ponteng la k..
i always feel guitly aft i ponteng..
no false im a ponteng quenn..
i tell u ..i dislik a fix tim 4 study..so..i try to escape..muahaha..
wat a shit excuse..
its killing me..

recentli my house hapen smting lik waoooo!!!!
but i kep on enjoy myself when hang out ..
in hom..i juz kep myself in my room..
i try to smile v every1..
i try to kep my sad
i try to stop my tears..
i nid sm1 maybve fren..
but where u all when im need u all?
im juz alone when im in trouble...
i face it all myself..
i try to cry 4 comfort myself everynite recentli..
its a way 4 comfort myself...
i hv nobody to chat n share my feeling..

i fel stress...
i dunno wats going wrong to me..
huh...

ok..well..im quite buzy bcoz of my hmwork..so i din blog 4 dis few day..
eim..
i nid wake up earli 2morow..
i promise my mum 4 fetching her to pasar..
go billion v her..
den send her to massage..
n maybe go facial while noon..
im a profesional driver..^^
n i gotta cum bec n rush my hmwork n prepare my ting 4 reopen skul ..
im kinda bz ...

now im not tired..
but trying to slip...
listening nice song..

alicia keys : if i ain't got you..

nice dou.......

screammmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm again..i dun wan reopen skull!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
argghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

6am in the morning...
everi1 still sliping lik piggy..
but..im awake..
kinda siao..yes tat i am..thank you...
u no nid to remind me any+

im soooooooo emo
im soooooooo moody
im soooooooo angry
moody since ytd..
chrismas day but i was so angry..n moody..
plz la..i try to smile to all ppl..but im tired ok..?
sum+ i pek cek..
i dun even noe why..
but im moody!!!
ytd my face of cuz..damn dark la..haha
even treat sm uncle aunty oso..
n a pity worker scolded by me..
im sooooo sori bout tat...
i apologize here..but not in front of u...
im sorry becoz scold u in ur big day ..
but i was kinda tulan plz...
hey..u r working k..u not cum 4 enjoy the party k..?
u r worker but not my mum ...
damn mabuk den how u work!!??
kinda tulan...sum+ v my emo ..
so..i scolded her..
n she cry den run bec hom..
n i stay a little moment n i slip

until now..
my mood stil not gud..
huh!!
wats going wrong with me!!
i hate my emo
i hate moody
i hate !!
i hate!!
i hate NG MENG CHIN!!!
i hate myself!!!
urghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11
sm 1 let me bite now...?
sm place let me scream now.?
of cux i can't scream in my house..
sm 1 can go sing k v me now..??
sm1 can buy me chocolate now.?
sm1 can hug me now..?
sm1 can borrow me their shoulder..?
omg..!!!huh..

im not even fucking start doing my homework n revision..
wat to do..
6 more day reopen skul..
i was lazy lik hell!!!
argghh!!!!!!
sm 1 kill me plzzzzzzzzzzz....


i gotta end dis post..
it make me moody n moody..

sorry that im a rude gal..but thanks cox thats i am...

updated of 23-12-2009

yea..2day im wake up late ..i wake up 12++ i tink..
it was kinda late i noe..haha..
but 4 me..its quite early jor..
coz smtim i can slip until 4++pm..
now im eating my kinder joy..
nice dou...

2day is christmas..yeepi..
even im not a christian..
but i do enjoy it..so muchhhh..
huh..wth la me..
santa clous cuming..we wish u a merry christmas...
wey..i noe how to play " we wish u a merry christmas" v guitar geh lo..muahaha...
juz maybe kek a bit la..
ytd..frm 2 pm..buzy 4 do sm decoration 4 my dady's shop..
until..6++ juz done..omg..im reali tired..
ok ok la..not reali veri nice la..
but nice oso la..
especiali i done geh..damn noce la right..
haha...
hope mamy ppl dis few day den i can go kl ma rite..
i promised my les bo..
i will met up her..
n i hop to go too..
no point..juz a hope..

recentli..i always sms v my lesbo..WONG YOKE YING..
yea..she the 1 who poke my post..
she the 1 who browse my blog..
n chat v me in my chat box..haha
i lik u..i lov u..i mis u..
so warm la..sms v her..lik that feling la..old fren ma..
so of cux more nice tat feeling ma..
n v was kinda less recentli..
if cntinue v dis..
v too will b single 4 10xxx century..omg..

haha..2day..i gota do sm imposible job.
i hope can finish all my homework..n
do sm note of cux..but can i..?
i sitinfreon com almost 2 hours liao..n
now i still blogging..
wat tim juz i will be start...?wondering
wondering y recentli i was kinda lazy..
n dun feel wanna do my hmwork..
but..
10+ day..i gotta reopen skul la..
i hv to face the hell again..WTF!!!!

i wan buy new shoe..
new buks...
n many hv to buy..im bankrap la wey...
can minister donate me some..
or can heaven drop sm 4 me..
i juz bought a new pc speaker ytd..
im so yeng...
i go the shop..i ask the price..
i terus buy..wat stupid ting im done huh?!!!
ok well..i bought 4 RM148.00...
waooo..wth expensive speaker i buy la...
i was REGRET now...
but no choice la..i buy liao..haha..
next tim dun be so stupid la wey..plz la ..ng meng chin

okok..
i gotta end here..
i gotta out v my mum
4 buying christmas present 4 our shop stuft..
so nice ho dem..
cny got ang pao..christmas..got present..
after cny.,.go thai v us..
wth gud boss my parents is...??

sm1 go church 2morow..i hop to go..plz..date me out...

23 / 12 /09

huh..2 more day christmas cum,ing....
but im not hyapi at all la...
coz im thinking 1 more week skul reopen d..
omg..i dun wan skul reopen la wey..
its not enough holiday 4 me..
i nid more rest..
i nid more holiday..
i hav lots of homework not rush yet..
many project not done yet..
im kinda buzy ..
n i wan kinda lazy lik nobody business..
i juz lazy extremely...huh..
now i regret y not use my holiday tim usefuli..huh...

next year i cant skip class la wey..
wth..killing me ...
sum+ until 4pm.i will die la..
sm+ nx year is stpm...
huh..name it oso can feel the stress..
im scare n wori bout it ...
im not confidence at all..

okok..dun say bout study liao..coz im lazy dou...
din do my any plan bout study..
im juz lazying...

ytd nite i attend 4 a new guitar class..
7.30-10.40..
bout 3 hours...
non-stop playing the guitar..
myfinger pain lik nobody hell care..
n the teacher..smting wrong i tink maybe..
he say..yea..no rest..
muz b pain..can't rest..wth...
my finger!%$%$&
until now oso pain..
im blaming y my figer so shortttttttt!!!!
i can't press the chord tat i wan..!!!
my finger juz totali lik CACAT!!!!
huh!!~~~i hate my short finger...
any..it's truth..
no false..my finger was kinda short..
im so sory bout tat...

den next tuesday hv to go lAGI...
he say..u r 18 years old gal..so muz be better ..
omg..i noe i was 18..
but im stupid k..
im down syndome geh..haha

recentli..i was kinda siao..
i wake up 9smting almost 10 everiday

even nobody shake me up..
but i wake up automaticlly..
include today too..
wat hapen to me..?
2day..i gotta rush sm homework la wey..haha
n im wanna go n ask the price of speaker n mic for my pc..
my pc very damn!!!
alwaays got problem..i hate it..
i wan a new laptop plz...

n smting...
hapen veri sudenli...
tat day i was yam cha v my primary skulmates..
n a veri sudenli v heard a shock news..
my fren v his family on the way bec frm kl..
den a very sudenli..
his dad dead inside the car..
n almost acident..
a mi to fo..
god bless them..they r ok..but his dad was pas away..
so..its reali veri sudenli..
n i act not reali cloz v tat guys la..
but he r aloso my form6 classmates..
so i get his num n sms v him..
ok..well..
he r strong..he stand 4 it..n i fong sam a bit..
he tell me..yes..im damn sad..but i will be strong..i hv to take care my mum n family..
cheers up..en aik chean..
jia youu..v always be with you...u can do it..
v guys always ready to help...anyting muz call k...
its reali a sad case..
n if hapen on us..?so sudenli..
can v stand 4 it..??
how we will??

o..i hv to tell again..
i hang out agin tat day..
i go secret resipi v shinyhi..
8.30..v hv sm gal's gossip..
muahaha..
i heard sm news tat i was very..waooooo
im outdate...haha...
n she tell me bout her studies nsm bla bla bla...
hurray..nice hang out v her..
v always chit chat nonstop when v meet...
aft that my primary fren call us..den v go old town meet up dem..
wao..i hv veri long tim never saw dem..
i tink last century la..haha
den chi chat agin..v chat until old town closing..
den all of us talk bout study..
they study vwry interested..
especially ng chun sin..
he is studying art..
ghuh..heard so nice...
haha

okok..v all r rushing 4 our future...
n v done 4 our education..

but how bout me..can i...?

p/s:
ytd i was sms v WONG YOKE YING
hurayy...since duno when v din sms 4 so long..
huh..v chat quite many ..
lik the feeling chating v u...feling sm warm
my les bo..lov u ever n ever...