23 / 12 /09

huh..2 more day christmas cum,ing....
but im not hyapi at all la...
coz im thinking 1 more week skul reopen d..
omg..i dun wan skul reopen la wey..
its not enough holiday 4 me..
i nid more rest..
i nid more holiday..
i hav lots of homework not rush yet..
many project not done yet..
im kinda buzy ..
n i wan kinda lazy lik nobody business..
i juz lazy extremely...huh..
now i regret y not use my holiday tim usefuli..huh...

next year i cant skip class la wey..
wth..killing me ...
sum+ until 4pm.i will die la..
sm+ nx year is stpm...
huh..name it oso can feel the stress..
im scare n wori bout it ...
im not confidence at all..

okok..dun say bout study liao..coz im lazy dou...
din do my any plan bout study..
im juz lazying...

ytd nite i attend 4 a new guitar class..
7.30-10.40..
bout 3 hours...
non-stop playing the guitar..
myfinger pain lik nobody hell care..
n the teacher..smting wrong i tink maybe..
he say..yea..no rest..
muz b pain..can't rest..wth...
my finger!%$%$&
until now oso pain..
im blaming y my figer so shortttttttt!!!!
i can't press the chord tat i wan..!!!
my finger juz totali lik CACAT!!!!
huh!!~~~i hate my short finger...
any..it's truth..
no false..my finger was kinda short..
im so sory bout tat...

den next tuesday hv to go lAGI...
he say..u r 18 years old gal..so muz be better ..
omg..i noe i was 18..
but im stupid k..
im down syndome geh..haha

recentli..i was kinda siao..
i wake up 9smting almost 10 everiday

even nobody shake me up..
but i wake up automaticlly..
include today too..
wat hapen to me..?
2day..i gotta rush sm homework la wey..haha
n im wanna go n ask the price of speaker n mic for my pc..
my pc very damn!!!
alwaays got problem..i hate it..
i wan a new laptop plz...

n smting...
hapen veri sudenli...
tat day i was yam cha v my primary skulmates..
n a veri sudenli v heard a shock news..
my fren v his family on the way bec frm kl..
den a very sudenli..
his dad dead inside the car..
n almost acident..
a mi to fo..
god bless them..they r ok..but his dad was pas away..
so..its reali veri sudenli..
n i act not reali cloz v tat guys la..
but he r aloso my form6 classmates..
so i get his num n sms v him..
ok..well..
he r strong..he stand 4 it..n i fong sam a bit..
he tell me..yes..im damn sad..but i will be strong..i hv to take care my mum n family..
cheers up..en aik chean..
jia youu..v always be with you...u can do it..
v guys always ready to help...anyting muz call k...
its reali a sad case..
n if hapen on us..?so sudenli..
can v stand 4 it..??
how we will??

o..i hv to tell again..
i hang out agin tat day..
i go secret resipi v shinyhi..
8.30..v hv sm gal's gossip..
muahaha..
i heard sm news tat i was very..waooooo
im outdate...haha...
n she tell me bout her studies nsm bla bla bla...
hurray..nice hang out v her..
v always chit chat nonstop when v meet...
aft that my primary fren call us..den v go old town meet up dem..
wao..i hv veri long tim never saw dem..
i tink last century la..haha
den chi chat agin..v chat until old town closing..
den all of us talk bout study..
they study vwry interested..
especially ng chun sin..
he is studying art..
ghuh..heard so nice...
haha

okok..v all r rushing 4 our future...
n v done 4 our education..

but how bout me..can i...?

p/s:
ytd i was sms v WONG YOKE YING
hurayy...since duno when v din sms 4 so long..
huh..v chat quite many ..
lik the feeling chating v u...feling sm warm
my les bo..lov u ever n ever...