2 JAN 2010

hurayyy...2009 ---> 2010
gudbye 09..
n welcum 2010..
new year..new life..new me...
i gota rebornding my hair...4 change myself..haha

thinking wat im did 4 the year..
i waste my tim..?
maybe..huh..
i month holidays is over..
wat a sad case
i gotta bec to the hell 4 study on monday..
my god~~screaming...arrrrrrr!!!
ok..well..not me oni..all my fren geting sad bout dis...
wat the hell a short holiday is tat..
i hv hell lots of homework haven'y complete yet leh..tolong..
i still hang out dim..
nothing i can blame la rite..?
cox i should be complete all of it begin of the holiday..
juz bcoz my patern again la..besok lusa la..
den until now..
so recentli i b vampire again...
not suck blood 4 dis tim but complete my hell lots homework..
平时不烧香临时抱佛脚～～
一寸光阴一寸金；寸金难买寸光阴～～
so accute 4 me la...
yea..i tink bout dis 2 sentences always..
ok..well..i always said..早知道啦～～
how gud if i complete it b4 holiday..?
how gud if i start do revision or do note during holiday..?
im lazzyyyyy lik no body business..dis wat i get lo..
huhhh..i rush lik crazy..
n i hv not enough tim 4 do note anymore..
i never open my text buk 4 1++month..huh..
now..dey kenal me but i not kenal dem la plzzzz...

bcoz im too stress..
so..
i went 4 a movie..v my primary skulmates n kok aik..
2nite..old towning..bcox dey all bec 4 study 2morow.
so the last hangout b4 skul..
huh...2day meet up v shinyhi n kok aik again..
recentli quite frequen hang out v dem 3 times a week i tink..n sum+ hui von..
4 of us again..
ytd s.ting n 4 of us 4 the movie..
n today..4 of us n sum+ leg rong n cu wen..
huh..i since wat a long tim never meet cu wem d...
last century i tink..
every1 buzy bout deir study..
their study life..
huh..me too..but..
enter universiti..my god..its far far away frm me la wey...
will i..?tell u..not..n imposible
huh..den y u wasting ur tim study form 6..every 1 asking me dis..
eim...ahem..long story la k..
dun try to asking me when u meet me k..?
u wan enter uni a..?common question oso..
eim...its imposible i noe but im trying ok..

huh..im reali trying my very hard to get a chance 4 enter uni ok..
even i dunno why..
maybe my mum's hope..?
yo..dun study coz of ur mum..
i said: u not me..u dun noe my situation..even i dun wih to study coz my mum too..but i hv to do so..sm issue la
dun u tink im juz play play n kep on ponteng..
even i din revision n doing homework..
but im trying my very hard when exam tim..
im a copy n paste kaki..
i copy ppl homework..haha..its truth no false...
n paste to my text pad..hurayy..
complete..
tuition n study..hello..im not wat ponteng la k..
i always feel guitly aft i ponteng..
no false im a ponteng quenn..
i tell u ..i dislik a fix tim 4 study..so..i try to escape..muahaha..
wat a shit excuse..
its killing me..

recentli my house hapen smting lik waoooo!!!!
but i kep on enjoy myself when hang out ..
in hom..i juz kep myself in my room..
i try to smile v every1..
i try to kep my sad
i try to stop my tears..
i nid sm1 maybve fren..
but where u all when im need u all?
im juz alone when im in trouble...
i face it all myself..
i try to cry 4 comfort myself everynite recentli..
its a way 4 comfort myself...
i hv nobody to chat n share my feeling..

i fel stress...
i dunno wats going wrong to me..
huh...

ok..well..im quite buzy bcoz of my hmwork..so i din blog 4 dis few day..
eim..
i nid wake up earli 2morow..
i promise my mum 4 fetching her to pasar..
go billion v her..
den send her to massage..
n maybe go facial while noon..
im a profesional driver..^^
n i gotta cum bec n rush my hmwork n prepare my ting 4 reopen skul ..
im kinda bz ...

now im not tired..
but trying to slip...
listening nice song..

alicia keys : if i ain't got you..

nice dou.......

screammmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm again..i dun wan reopen skull!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
argghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh