6am in the morning...
everi1 still sliping lik piggy..
but..im awake..
kinda siao..yes tat i am..thank you...
u no nid to remind me any+

im soooooooo emo
im soooooooo moody
im soooooooo angry
moody since ytd..
chrismas day but i was so angry..n moody..
plz la..i try to smile to all ppl..but im tired ok..?
sum+ i pek cek..
i dun even noe why..
but im moody!!!
ytd my face of cuz..damn dark la..haha
even treat sm uncle aunty oso..
n a pity worker scolded by me..
im sooooo sori bout tat...
i apologize here..but not in front of u...
im sorry becoz scold u in ur big day ..
but i was kinda tulan plz...
hey..u r working k..u not cum 4 enjoy the party k..?
u r worker but not my mum ...
damn mabuk den how u work!!??
kinda tulan...sum+ v my emo ..
so..i scolded her..
n she cry den run bec hom..
n i stay a little moment n i slip

until now..
my mood stil not gud..
huh!!
wats going wrong with me!!
i hate my emo
i hate moody
i hate !!
i hate!!
i hate NG MENG CHIN!!!
i hate myself!!!
urghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11
sm 1 let me bite now...?
sm place let me scream now.?
of cux i can't scream in my house..
sm 1 can go sing k v me now..??
sm1 can buy me chocolate now.?
sm1 can hug me now..?
sm1 can borrow me their shoulder..?
omg..!!!huh..

im not even fucking start doing my homework n revision..
wat to do..
6 more day reopen skul..
i was lazy lik hell!!!
argghh!!!!!!
sm 1 kill me plzzzzzzzzzzz....


i gotta end dis post..
it make me moody n moody..

sorry that im a rude gal..but thanks cox thats i am...

updated of 23-12-2009

yea..2day im wake up late ..i wake up 12++ i tink..
it was kinda late i noe..haha..
but 4 me..its quite early jor..
coz smtim i can slip until 4++pm..
now im eating my kinder joy..
nice dou...

2day is christmas..yeepi..
even im not a christian..
but i do enjoy it..so muchhhh..
huh..wth la me..
santa clous cuming..we wish u a merry christmas...
wey..i noe how to play " we wish u a merry christmas" v guitar geh lo..muahaha...
juz maybe kek a bit la..
ytd..frm 2 pm..buzy 4 do sm decoration 4 my dady's shop..
until..6++ juz done..omg..im reali tired..
ok ok la..not reali veri nice la..
but nice oso la..
especiali i done geh..damn noce la right..
haha...
hope mamy ppl dis few day den i can go kl ma rite..
i promised my les bo..
i will met up her..
n i hop to go too..
no point..juz a hope..

recentli..i always sms v my lesbo..WONG YOKE YING..
yea..she the 1 who poke my post..
she the 1 who browse my blog..
n chat v me in my chat box..haha
i lik u..i lov u..i mis u..
so warm la..sms v her..lik that feling la..old fren ma..
so of cux more nice tat feeling ma..
n v was kinda less recentli..
if cntinue v dis..
v too will b single 4 10xxx century..omg..

haha..2day..i gota do sm imposible job.
i hope can finish all my homework..n
do sm note of cux..but can i..?
i sitinfreon com almost 2 hours liao..n
now i still blogging..
wat tim juz i will be start...?wondering
wondering y recentli i was kinda lazy..
n dun feel wanna do my hmwork..
but..
10+ day..i gotta reopen skul la..
i hv to face the hell again..WTF!!!!

i wan buy new shoe..
new buks...
n many hv to buy..im bankrap la wey...
can minister donate me some..
or can heaven drop sm 4 me..
i juz bought a new pc speaker ytd..
im so yeng...
i go the shop..i ask the price..
i terus buy..wat stupid ting im done huh?!!!
ok well..i bought 4 RM148.00...
waooo..wth expensive speaker i buy la...
i was REGRET now...
but no choice la..i buy liao..haha..
next tim dun be so stupid la wey..plz la ..ng meng chin

okok..
i gotta end here..
i gotta out v my mum
4 buying christmas present 4 our shop stuft..
so nice ho dem..
cny got ang pao..christmas..got present..
after cny.,.go thai v us..
wth gud boss my parents is...??

sm1 go church 2morow..i hop to go..plz..date me out...

23 / 12 /09

huh..2 more day christmas cum,ing....
but im not hyapi at all la...
coz im thinking 1 more week skul reopen d..
omg..i dun wan skul reopen la wey..
its not enough holiday 4 me..
i nid more rest..
i nid more holiday..
i hav lots of homework not rush yet..
many project not done yet..
im kinda buzy ..
n i wan kinda lazy lik nobody business..
i juz lazy extremely...huh..
now i regret y not use my holiday tim usefuli..huh...

next year i cant skip class la wey..
wth..killing me ...
sum+ until 4pm.i will die la..
sm+ nx year is stpm...
huh..name it oso can feel the stress..
im scare n wori bout it ...
im not confidence at all..

okok..dun say bout study liao..coz im lazy dou...
din do my any plan bout study..
im juz lazying...

ytd nite i attend 4 a new guitar class..
7.30-10.40..
bout 3 hours...
non-stop playing the guitar..
myfinger pain lik nobody hell care..
n the teacher..smting wrong i tink maybe..
he say..yea..no rest..
muz b pain..can't rest..wth...
my finger!%$%$&
until now oso pain..
im blaming y my figer so shortttttttt!!!!
i can't press the chord tat i wan..!!!
my finger juz totali lik CACAT!!!!
huh!!~~~i hate my short finger...
any..it's truth..
no false..my finger was kinda short..
im so sory bout tat...

den next tuesday hv to go lAGI...
he say..u r 18 years old gal..so muz be better ..
omg..i noe i was 18..
but im stupid k..
im down syndome geh..haha

recentli..i was kinda siao..
i wake up 9smting almost 10 everiday

even nobody shake me up..
but i wake up automaticlly..
include today too..
wat hapen to me..?
2day..i gotta rush sm homework la wey..haha
n im wanna go n ask the price of speaker n mic for my pc..
my pc very damn!!!
alwaays got problem..i hate it..
i wan a new laptop plz...

n smting...
hapen veri sudenli...
tat day i was yam cha v my primary skulmates..
n a veri sudenli v heard a shock news..
my fren v his family on the way bec frm kl..
den a very sudenli..
his dad dead inside the car..
n almost acident..
a mi to fo..
god bless them..they r ok..but his dad was pas away..
so..its reali veri sudenli..
n i act not reali cloz v tat guys la..
but he r aloso my form6 classmates..
so i get his num n sms v him..
ok..well..
he r strong..he stand 4 it..n i fong sam a bit..
he tell me..yes..im damn sad..but i will be strong..i hv to take care my mum n family..
cheers up..en aik chean..
jia youu..v always be with you...u can do it..
v guys always ready to help...anyting muz call k...
its reali a sad case..
n if hapen on us..?so sudenli..
can v stand 4 it..??
how we will??

o..i hv to tell again..
i hang out agin tat day..
i go secret resipi v shinyhi..
8.30..v hv sm gal's gossip..
muahaha..
i heard sm news tat i was very..waooooo
im outdate...haha...
n she tell me bout her studies nsm bla bla bla...
hurray..nice hang out v her..
v always chit chat nonstop when v meet...
aft that my primary fren call us..den v go old town meet up dem..
wao..i hv veri long tim never saw dem..
i tink last century la..haha
den chi chat agin..v chat until old town closing..
den all of us talk bout study..
they study vwry interested..
especially ng chun sin..
he is studying art..
ghuh..heard so nice...
haha

okok..v all r rushing 4 our future...
n v done 4 our education..

but how bout me..can i...?

p/s:
ytd i was sms v WONG YOKE YING
hurayy...since duno when v din sms 4 so long..
huh..v chat quite many ..
lik the feeling chating v u...feling sm warm
my les bo..lov u ever n ever...

im sick..

Im sick….\(╯-╰)/
I slip 4 the whole day…
Common cold..
Fever..
Sore throat..
Make my body damn tired..
N my head damn heavy n pain…
I feel very blur…4 whole the day O__O"
▂▃▅▆█ ∏ 卐 ∏█▆▅▃▂
A mi to fo..
Let me get cure as fast as u can la wey..
Suffer la…

So of cux dis will b a short blog..
Im moody v my sick…
I nid sm body to care me la..!!!!
Hmmmm….but im single..
So of cux dis won happen at all..
Huh…ng meg chin..
Cheer up la…wth..

Dis morning I stil enjoy myself so much ate many fried foood..
den now..!$@#$^$*^%*&
Hurayyy….pisang goreng..you zha gui..
U all beter remember it..hate

End v moody…Im not feeling well at all…

Im late 4 blogging..kaka..
Im not lazy la wey..
Im cleanig my room properly..
So clean ..haha..so sucessful..
And no false..im a bit lazy ytd..
Coz I wanna wash movie man…
Quite funi tat show..巴不得爸爸
Den..
I clean my room step by step..
Wash air cond..
Clean my book..
My notes..
My homework..
And bla bla bla..
Urhghhh..it make me damn cumbrous and troublesome…
Make me feel fall apart

Y I sudenlly clean up my room..???curious rite..??
Well, It’s not my style wey..
Ppl say virgo r the most lik clean..
But im think im the only 1 diferent..muahaha
[[ PROUD ]]

Ytd..my cousin pass me all him BOOK..
Revision buk + text buk + exercise + sum+ past year question..
WTH & WTF…!!!!
Theres lot of buk man…OMG..
I nearly crazy n collapse..huh!!!
Well..anyway..thx..
I noe dere if I buy I nid quite a lot of money..
N if u sell 4 shao gao bou zi oso u can earn quite many..
So thanks 4 giving me the buks…
So..i hope u get ur gud result in ur stpm lo..haha might god bless u..
Ale lu ya…..na mo ar ni to fut ..oh allahhh….nenene

I hv lots of buk in my room b4 he giving me the buk..
So I hv to reorganise my room 4 place all of it..
Huh!!its a hard job …wth.. ╯﹏╰ 粉无奈~~

Izit useful 4 me..?
Eim..maybe…??
Will I read it..?huh…Inconceivable la wey..
Wats the hell joke if I tell u im finished read all the buks..
Even ghost oso won believe la..
Cheat ghost eat toufu meh u tink..?
Buk is my enemy ok..? I lazy to read..@$#&%^*$^
It make me slipy..
It might be my sliping pill I tink..

Past year question..
I nearly dizzy again..
Omg..is not hard at all..
Is damn damn hard la wey..
How to score..?
How to answer..?
It kenal me I tak tau dia..
Kanasai….
Plz wait n luk me dead the end of 2010..
Hurray..is my death date when stpm cuming.. {{{(>_<)}}} 发抖

Stress again..
Once I thinking bout dis..
A big stone force down my heart deeply..
Haizzztt…
Feel wanna cry la wey…
Wth rules is tat..?y hv 2 combine 2 years’s lesson 4 a exam..?
Huh..u cum n study la..
{{kau ingat mudah sangat ke bodoh?
Kalau u duduk exam..apa perasaan kau..?celaka betul nya..
Kau ingat mudah..tapi janganlah kau ingat saja..tau tak buat dengan fikir langsung tak sama la wey…}}

Im now din slip 35 housrs d..
Haha…continue it…maybe48..?or more..
Haha..i reali nearly b vampire
Im the qess of vampire..

p/s :im getting fater and fater..
and my body rounder and rounder…
and my stomach nigher and higher

maybe im suck too much of blood..?oil la..?

vampire bee slip 18++ hour

huh..i gotta share a big secret 2 day..
hurray...i slip about 18++ hours today..omg
wth to me..?
im been so long never do dis..
never slip 4 so long tim..
omg..
juz totali lik pengsan d..
my mum said..
she tink im dead inside my room..
coz my room's door locked and juz myself hv the key of my room..
muahaha..
tats my mum always wori tat...
if smday my hom fire..den i sure mati la..
haha..
i always slip lik dead..
even u break my door oso i never respond..
haha..tats me..

i wake up bout 7.45pm..
is pm..not am .. i repeat..is pm..haha
haha..aft i wake up..
i ate porridge tat cook by mom..

yerr...i HATE porridge!!!

can u plz dun always cuk porridge..?

i hate porridge..its tasteless...

it can't full my stomach plz..

den..
i continue watch tat "gong sam gai"
n download new movie..
about 10++ juz i go 2 dady shop 4 help..
i went 4 supper v my mum at the mamak stall nearby.. veri famous geh a.."gulam"
we ate maggi goreng + ayam goreng + teluk dadar + roti tisu and sum+
huh..?so high calories..?

im dun wori bout tat ba..

im oledi a giant chubby gal..
calories ..dosen't a problem 4 me..
i scare ghost ony i tink..

aft tat..i start playing fb again..
den chat in msn..
n now..blogging..
n later watching movie again..
my tim juz totali terbalik v a human being..
im reali a vampire

i do my thing during midnite..

wash cloth..

bath..

little revision..

is midnite..but im doing tat

i had promise my parents to eat bak kut teh v dem 2morow..
v their kai lui.. it's my aunt's daughter act..but she wan be my mum's kai lui..

donno wat 4 oso..
tat a crazy gal ok..?i dislike her la..plz..
but i hv 2 go too...urgHHHH!!!

i gotta bath now..
end blog here..

oo..yaya..got ppl complain my eng reali shit..

i blog v my broken eng..

hulala..u bo song den dun c ok..?

yes..my eng veri veri weak..den how..?

12- 12 - 2009·

hurraayyy。。。
is 5.55am now..
gud morning to mYselF..
yes..im havev't slip yet..
muahaha..im suck blood juz now..

ytd i said i will write another blog..but..i din't..
not bcoz im slip..
im sooo free..
but im emo ytd i think..
yeepi..im a super DAMN EMO girl..thank you..
every 1 hv emo feeling.,rite..
i juz over a bit la..k?but still in control..

ytd..i was in a damn sad + unhapi + emo feeling..
huh??dun even ask me y..
bcoz even myself oso wats the hell hapen to me..
juz..
very down..
i can't fall slip of cux..
den i play fb..msn..but i din blog..
i was lazy to type ytd..
ytd..msn..many ppl kena scold by me..
even sm i dun no dem act..
dey juz say hi..den i start..bla bla bla..$@#(
i used very rude to them..
kaka..IM REALLY SORRY
sm of dem..i ask dem to hell la..
n sm kena spam by me..
n sm..kena block by me..
hulala...~~
yes!!dis is me!!ng meng chin!!
i do lik to ask ppl

*GO TO HELL LA!!

*CAN U PLZ JUZ FUCK OFF!!

*SPAM FRM MY WORLD PLZ!!

*WTH!!Y HV SM IDIOT BUSTARD!!

hurrayy...i do lik use dis few sentences..
maybe u think im rude..
no false..im a rude gal..so how?
wat u can do..?
u bo song..den juz spam frm my world..i will say thanks to u..
i dosen't reali ned a fren..
i dosen't reali ned sm body to sayang..
im been single 4 a long long time jor..
so tats not a problem 4 me..
i can do everyrting myself..
i can do it by my self..
im not longer a little gal..
im growth..

wanna know what love is..?
is dosen't a important thing 4 me any+
i enjoy my single life..
i no nid manja manja..
i no nid care who hell feeling..
i juz do everithing im lik..
wat even i thing..den i juz nike..?
nike..?yes...nike..juz do it..
muahaha..

although sm tim i sim mou ppl
but..i always comfort myself..
telling myself..
plz study well..
dis is wat u nid 4 now..4 dis moment..
love..juz a game to hell..
love = hell
yes..im scare to be in love again..
im scare..
even smtim damn hapi..
but when sad..
n getting hurt..huh!!now think oso feel wanna cry..
bitch!!vbustard!!idiot!!
plz serious in love..
its not a game la pleasee..
if u tink it was juz a game..
den go bec hm..shake ur mother up..
n ask her to slap u plz..

omg..i think bout my ex again..
my mood getting low..
n my tears..is ready!!
wtf la me..plz la ng meng chin..

ytd..i call my sis..
i ask her to help me tell my guitar teacher tat i wanna stop 4 a month..
i feel wanna cry when i get her reply..
she say..u don be so teapot la...
i tell her im arm chun..i nid her to help me 4 inform him..
haha.i was cry in the nite..
even she not scolding me..
n the end she help me oso..
but i dun noe why im cry 4 dis oso..
im nid ppl help..
i not lik u..so geng..u so clever..
i cant compare v u at all..even study ..
im juz a useless ppl in dis family i think..
smtim..
i reali feel im very useless..
i can't help anyting at all..
i juz use their money..
make dem worry..
wat else?nth else i can do..

my mom hope im can study in university..
tats y she consult me to study form 6..
i 4low wat she wan..
i wan her hapi..
n i can take care her 4 1 more year and accompany her..
but university..?im sorry la..
im won think tat i can go 4 it la plz..
im a stupid gal ok..
i was very stress..u all know bout it..?
donno..nobody noe wat im think ..
i always cry..coz im reali stress..
may smbody listen to me..
listen to me tat wat i wan..?
i reali veri unhapi!!!!
im sad!!
im stress!!!
i dun reali nid money..
i dun reali nid hp..camera..laptop or bla bla bla..
i juz wan care frm u all..
can u all plz listen to me..?
listen to wat my mind was thinking?

i reali love u all ok..?
even everytim i act lik not respect u all..
n talking rude to u all..
n chat v u all lik fren..
i noe..ur fren ask u..y u can accept ur daughter lik tat..
boh dua bo seh..
do u noe im was crying tat nite ..?
im not wan boh dua bo seh v u all..
but dis is the way our family talk..izn't?
since im growth..v talk lik dis..
den y now juz u blame..?
huh!!!

mummy & daddy was older and older..
wat i can do??!!
i hope dey won wori 4 money everiday..
i noe they r in trouble..
but wat i can do..?
i was try very hard to study well...ok?
dun u all tink im always juz play play..k?

jie..
i noe u always unhapi too..
everi month salary all giv to mum dem..
huh..do u noe..u r heroin 4 me
who else will giv all their salary to family when she wan already 25 years old..
u always alone dere...
do u noe y sm tim i hug u..?
i dun noe y..
ifeel worm when im hug u all..
i feel hapi..and comfort..
i feel im getting care..
i not wanna kacau u..but u always think so..

huh..
i was crying now..
feel wanna scream ...
sm tim i imagine..if 1 of u all death..?
how ?
i will cry lik crazy..
i will be crazy..
smtim..even i juz imagine..i oso cry..
i scare to lost u all..

i love u all..

hAnG oUt niT3...

hooooray...

yes!!i hang out yea

v 1 of my form6 classmate and 1 my old old old frenzz...

yea..its shinyhi & kok aik..

maybe i will show their pic at the below part of dis blog..maybe..

hmmm..ok..v go sing k ytd...

phewww...cool shinyhi..her sound reali bravo n nice lik hell...

den mine..wth ..hak sei ppl...omg...

v meet up dere about 8 smting i think...

den sing sing & sing...

even v dun noe wat the price and v dun noe wat tim until..

den v straightli go in n sing.
v pay n v leave..v all get shock..

huh!!y so cheap...???

den v ask the cashier..n tell him again tat our room num..

den he say..yup..corect a...

we : u ada kira salah tak..?kenapa harga ini..?

cashier : yala..tak ada salah ma..betul..nombor 12

we :kenapa murah sangat..?

cashier :hari ini ladies nite la..u tak tau ke..?atau u nak bayar lebih..

of cuz we say not la..muahaha..

n we was excited dou a...muahaha..so cheap so cheap..

n we plan to go again 4 the next ladies nite..hulal

about 11 smting v leave n v move to mc donald..

yea..its a best hang out place i tink..

coz its free for charge for the place..

tell u!!v go dere 4 bout smting 3++hour...

but v never order 4 a drink..

muahah...yea..v done a dog job...

n all the mc d workers keep on eyes to us.
wat la..its a hak pengguna ok..?

n i told dem..

if smday i be beggar ..i will overnite at mcdonal..

coz its free for charge..i repeat..

n..i can enjoy my cool air v the cold lik hell air-cond tat mc donald had...

n...i can bath over dere oso..

n...hv wifi dere..

huh..wat the gud place 4 a beggar man...

1.30++...

yea..v all balik rumah d la..

coz theiir face...omg..tired dou a..

well dey r gud gal n gud boy..no false..

dey slip 10 pm sharp everi9 i tink..

so dey very geng d lo..

their panda eyes almost apear..muahaha..

of cux no problem 4 me..coz im vampire..i repeat..

i gotta suck blood while midnite..

yes.i slip in the morning again..

i chat on phone v a fellow tat veri veri long tim never contact..
v chat many..

n about 6.30..

i reali tak blh tahan...

i kep on say...

u got work 2orow..slip la..(act is i wan to slip)

but...until 8 juz....never hang up act..but i fall slip d...

i slip until 1++..

i wak up n take my "breakfast"

n play my cafe world , barn bady.of fb..

wat la..1st tink i thinked when i wake up----fb..i reali kena kong tao d ...i tink..

smting lik bomoh in face book...

now im typing blog 4 wat hapen ytd n dis morning..

huhu..i tink will b a next page blog on dis nite..

i strong feel wanna blog 4 dis kinda bored holiday....

yea..i lik to view my blog..

coz i lik tat song..lik hell..

i had repeated n listened 4 123456789364tmes i tink...

i lik it reali..

tat 2 hang out v me ytd...

pretty shinyhi

hansome kok aik

im a American gal..

hmmmm...?
why tat im say so a..
curious..?
kaka..biasa lah kan..
but 4 smbody noe me veri well i tink dey understandwat i means to..
ok...recentli ...even 5a.m i haven't slip oso..
why?dun ask me why..because i dunno wat the reason oso..
i suck blood..?hmmm..maybe..
so...juz let it go..spam...
i slip late..so of cuux i wake up late 4 the next day..
my tim was totali diferent v a common human being..
i was lik a vampire..muahaha..
i always suck blood while nite..maybe..?!
so plz dun compare me v others..
becoz..im totali a unnormal human being..
or maybe..im not a human being..
muahaha

act..i hv no point 4 dis blog tat im typing now act
hulala..

i

juz

wanna

prove

tat

i'm

realli

too

free

muahaha..wat the hell la ng meng chin..
bullll...

ok la..
act im reading a buk..
it's quite interesting i tink..
so maybe i will type it n blog it here...
huh..

Question : nobody will c my blog..wat 4 u blog a..?
Answer : coz i reali senang n wu liao lik hell...



hahaha~~~i enjoy myseLf so much here..
v my broken english..[[ PROUD ]]

concept of beauty..?

huh..well

i done dis presentation bout this..concept of beauty..

i choosed dis topic..

its bout african womens put a plate tat made by wood ...

its a big circle shape plate..

dey make a tiny hole n place the plate inside their mouth..

wat the hell is tat..

y muz buli gal..f*ck..?

omg!!its was a damn barbaric tradition..

why hv 2 continue dis sucker suffer tradition?

if the guy reali lik u..

wat the hell u luk lis he oso will love u..

even u down-syndrome

y gal hv 2 b the suffer 1..?y not guys..?

izit dis call fairness..?

or..?...i dun no..

but dis make me realise tat..even sm1 v tink its/she/he or even animal ugly..

but 4 sm ppl dey tink its a kind of beauty lik wtf in the ppl concept of brain