6am in the morning...
everi1 still sliping lik piggy..
but..im awake..
kinda siao..yes tat i am..thank you...
u no nid to remind me any+

im soooooooo emo
im soooooooo moody
im soooooooo angry
moody since ytd..
chrismas day but i was so angry..n moody..
plz la..i try to smile to all ppl..but im tired ok..?
sum+ i pek cek..
i dun even noe why..
but im moody!!!
ytd my face of cuz..damn dark la..haha
even treat sm uncle aunty oso..
n a pity worker scolded by me..
im sooooo sori bout tat...
i apologize here..but not in front of u...
im sorry becoz scold u in ur big day ..
but i was kinda tulan plz...
hey..u r working k..u not cum 4 enjoy the party k..?
u r worker but not my mum ...
damn mabuk den how u work!!??
kinda tulan...sum+ v my emo ..
so..i scolded her..
n she cry den run bec hom..
n i stay a little moment n i slip

until now..
my mood stil not gud..
huh!!
wats going wrong with me!!
i hate my emo
i hate moody
i hate !!
i hate!!
i hate NG MENG CHIN!!!
i hate myself!!!
urghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11
sm 1 let me bite now...?
sm place let me scream now.?
of cux i can't scream in my house..
sm 1 can go sing k v me now..??
sm1 can buy me chocolate now.?
sm1 can hug me now..?
sm1 can borrow me their shoulder..?
omg..!!!huh..

im not even fucking start doing my homework n revision..
wat to do..
6 more day reopen skul..
i was lazy lik hell!!!
argghh!!!!!!
sm 1 kill me plzzzzzzzzzzz....


i gotta end dis post..
it make me moody n moody..

sorry that im a rude gal..but thanks cox thats i am...

updated of 23-12-2009

yea..2day im wake up late ..i wake up 12++ i tink..
it was kinda late i noe..haha..
but 4 me..its quite early jor..
coz smtim i can slip until 4++pm..
now im eating my kinder joy..
nice dou...

2day is christmas..yeepi..
even im not a christian..
but i do enjoy it..so muchhhh..
huh..wth la me..
santa clous cuming..we wish u a merry christmas...
wey..i noe how to play " we wish u a merry christmas" v guitar geh lo..muahaha...
juz maybe kek a bit la..
ytd..frm 2 pm..buzy 4 do sm decoration 4 my dady's shop..
until..6++ juz done..omg..im reali tired..
ok ok la..not reali veri nice la..
but nice oso la..
especiali i done geh..damn noce la right..
haha...
hope mamy ppl dis few day den i can go kl ma rite..
i promised my les bo..
i will met up her..
n i hop to go too..
no point..juz a hope..

recentli..i always sms v my lesbo..WONG YOKE YING..
yea..she the 1 who poke my post..
she the 1 who browse my blog..
n chat v me in my chat box..haha
i lik u..i lov u..i mis u..
so warm la..sms v her..lik that feling la..old fren ma..
so of cux more nice tat feeling ma..
n v was kinda less recentli..
if cntinue v dis..
v too will b single 4 10xxx century..omg..

haha..2day..i gota do sm imposible job.
i hope can finish all my homework..n
do sm note of cux..but can i..?
i sitinfreon com almost 2 hours liao..n
now i still blogging..
wat tim juz i will be start...?wondering
wondering y recentli i was kinda lazy..
n dun feel wanna do my hmwork..
but..
10+ day..i gotta reopen skul la..
i hv to face the hell again..WTF!!!!

i wan buy new shoe..
new buks...
n many hv to buy..im bankrap la wey...
can minister donate me some..
or can heaven drop sm 4 me..
i juz bought a new pc speaker ytd..
im so yeng...
i go the shop..i ask the price..
i terus buy..wat stupid ting im done huh?!!!
ok well..i bought 4 RM148.00...
waooo..wth expensive speaker i buy la...
i was REGRET now...
but no choice la..i buy liao..haha..
next tim dun be so stupid la wey..plz la ..ng meng chin

okok..
i gotta end here..
i gotta out v my mum
4 buying christmas present 4 our shop stuft..
so nice ho dem..
cny got ang pao..christmas..got present..
after cny.,.go thai v us..
wth gud boss my parents is...??

sm1 go church 2morow..i hop to go..plz..date me out...

23 / 12 /09

huh..2 more day christmas cum,ing....
but im not hyapi at all la...
coz im thinking 1 more week skul reopen d..
omg..i dun wan skul reopen la wey..
its not enough holiday 4 me..
i nid more rest..
i nid more holiday..
i hav lots of homework not rush yet..
many project not done yet..
im kinda buzy ..
n i wan kinda lazy lik nobody business..
i juz lazy extremely...huh..
now i regret y not use my holiday tim usefuli..huh...

next year i cant skip class la wey..
wth..killing me ...
sum+ until 4pm.i will die la..
sm+ nx year is stpm...
huh..name it oso can feel the stress..
im scare n wori bout it ...
im not confidence at all..

okok..dun say bout study liao..coz im lazy dou...
din do my any plan bout study..
im juz lazying...

ytd nite i attend 4 a new guitar class..
7.30-10.40..
bout 3 hours...
non-stop playing the guitar..
myfinger pain lik nobody hell care..
n the teacher..smting wrong i tink maybe..
he say..yea..no rest..
muz b pain..can't rest..wth...
my finger!%$%$&
until now oso pain..
im blaming y my figer so shortttttttt!!!!
i can't press the chord tat i wan..!!!
my finger juz totali lik CACAT!!!!
huh!!~~~i hate my short finger...
any..it's truth..
no false..my finger was kinda short..
im so sory bout tat...

den next tuesday hv to go lAGI...
he say..u r 18 years old gal..so muz be better ..
omg..i noe i was 18..
but im stupid k..
im down syndome geh..haha

recentli..i was kinda siao..
i wake up 9smting almost 10 everiday

even nobody shake me up..
but i wake up automaticlly..
include today too..
wat hapen to me..?
2day..i gotta rush sm homework la wey..haha
n im wanna go n ask the price of speaker n mic for my pc..
my pc very damn!!!
alwaays got problem..i hate it..
i wan a new laptop plz...

n smting...
hapen veri sudenli...
tat day i was yam cha v my primary skulmates..
n a veri sudenli v heard a shock news..
my fren v his family on the way bec frm kl..
den a very sudenli..
his dad dead inside the car..
n almost acident..
a mi to fo..
god bless them..they r ok..but his dad was pas away..
so..its reali veri sudenli..
n i act not reali cloz v tat guys la..
but he r aloso my form6 classmates..
so i get his num n sms v him..
ok..well..
he r strong..he stand 4 it..n i fong sam a bit..
he tell me..yes..im damn sad..but i will be strong..i hv to take care my mum n family..
cheers up..en aik chean..
jia youu..v always be with you...u can do it..
v guys always ready to help...anyting muz call k...
its reali a sad case..
n if hapen on us..?so sudenli..
can v stand 4 it..??
how we will??

o..i hv to tell again..
i hang out agin tat day..
i go secret resipi v shinyhi..
8.30..v hv sm gal's gossip..
muahaha..
i heard sm news tat i was very..waooooo
im outdate...haha...
n she tell me bout her studies nsm bla bla bla...
hurray..nice hang out v her..
v always chit chat nonstop when v meet...
aft that my primary fren call us..den v go old town meet up dem..
wao..i hv veri long tim never saw dem..
i tink last century la..haha
den chi chat agin..v chat until old town closing..
den all of us talk bout study..
they study vwry interested..
especially ng chun sin..
he is studying art..
ghuh..heard so nice...
haha

okok..v all r rushing 4 our future...
n v done 4 our education..

but how bout me..can i...?

p/s:
ytd i was sms v WONG YOKE YING
hurayy...since duno when v din sms 4 so long..
huh..v chat quite many ..
lik the feeling chating v u...feling sm warm
my les bo..lov u ever n ever...

im sick..

Im sick….\(╯-╰)/
I slip 4 the whole day…
Common cold..
Fever..
Sore throat..
Make my body damn tired..
N my head damn heavy n pain…
I feel very blur…4 whole the day O__O"
▂▃▅▆█ ∏ 卐 ∏█▆▅▃▂
A mi to fo..
Let me get cure as fast as u can la wey..
Suffer la…

So of cux dis will b a short blog..
Im moody v my sick…
I nid sm body to care me la..!!!!
Hmmmm….but im single..
So of cux dis won happen at all..
Huh…ng meg chin..
Cheer up la…wth..

Dis morning I stil enjoy myself so much ate many fried foood..
den now..!$@#$^$*^%*&
Hurayyy….pisang goreng..you zha gui..
U all beter remember it..hate

End v moody…Im not feeling well at all…

Im late 4 blogging..kaka..
Im not lazy la wey..
Im cleanig my room properly..
So clean ..haha..so sucessful..
And no false..im a bit lazy ytd..
Coz I wanna wash movie man…
Quite funi tat show..巴不得爸爸
Den..
I clean my room step by step..
Wash air cond..
Clean my book..
My notes..
My homework..
And bla bla bla..
Urhghhh..it make me damn cumbrous and troublesome…
Make me feel fall apart

Y I sudenlly clean up my room..???curious rite..??
Well, It’s not my style wey..
Ppl say virgo r the most lik clean..
But im think im the only 1 diferent..muahaha
[[ PROUD ]]

Ytd..my cousin pass me all him BOOK..
Revision buk + text buk + exercise + sum+ past year question..
WTH & WTF…!!!!
Theres lot of buk man…OMG..
I nearly crazy n collapse..huh!!!
Well..anyway..thx..
I noe dere if I buy I nid quite a lot of money..
N if u sell 4 shao gao bou zi oso u can earn quite many..
So thanks 4 giving me the buks…
So..i hope u get ur gud result in ur stpm lo..haha might god bless u..
Ale lu ya…..na mo ar ni to fut ..oh allahhh….nenene

I hv lots of buk in my room b4 he giving me the buk..
So I hv to reorganise my room 4 place all of it..
Huh!!its a hard job …wth.. ╯﹏╰ 粉无奈~~

Izit useful 4 me..?
Eim..maybe…??
Will I read it..?huh…Inconceivable la wey..
Wats the hell joke if I tell u im finished read all the buks..
Even ghost oso won believe la..
Cheat ghost eat toufu meh u tink..?
Buk is my enemy ok..? I lazy to read..@$#&%^*$^
It make me slipy..
It might be my sliping pill I tink..

Past year question..
I nearly dizzy again..
Omg..is not hard at all..
Is damn damn hard la wey..
How to score..?
How to answer..?
It kenal me I tak tau dia..
Kanasai….
Plz wait n luk me dead the end of 2010..
Hurray..is my death date when stpm cuming.. {{{(>_<)}}} 发抖

Stress again..
Once I thinking bout dis..
A big stone force down my heart deeply..
Haizzztt…
Feel wanna cry la wey…
Wth rules is tat..?y hv 2 combine 2 years’s lesson 4 a exam..?
Huh..u cum n study la..
{{kau ingat mudah sangat ke bodoh?
Kalau u duduk exam..apa perasaan kau..?celaka betul nya..
Kau ingat mudah..tapi janganlah kau ingat saja..tau tak buat dengan fikir langsung tak sama la wey…}}

Im now din slip 35 housrs d..
Haha…continue it…maybe48..?or more..
Haha..i reali nearly b vampire
Im the qess of vampire..

p/s :im getting fater and fater..
and my body rounder and rounder…
and my stomach nigher and higher

maybe im suck too much of blood..?oil la..?

vampire bee slip 18++ hour

huh..i gotta share a big secret 2 day..
hurray...i slip about 18++ hours today..omg
wth to me..?
im been so long never do dis..
never slip 4 so long tim..
omg..
juz totali lik pengsan d..
my mum said..
she tink im dead inside my room..
coz my room's door locked and juz myself hv the key of my room..
muahaha..
tats my mum always wori tat...
if smday my hom fire..den i sure mati la..
haha..
i always slip lik dead..
even u break my door oso i never respond..
haha..tats me..

i wake up bout 7.45pm..
is pm..not am .. i repeat..is pm..haha
haha..aft i wake up..
i ate porridge tat cook by mom..

yerr...i HATE porridge!!!

can u plz dun always cuk porridge..?

i hate porridge..its tasteless...

it can't full my stomach plz..

den..
i continue watch tat "gong sam gai"
n download new movie..
about 10++ juz i go 2 dady shop 4 help..
i went 4 supper v my mum at the mamak stall nearby.. veri famous geh a.."gulam"
we ate maggi goreng + ayam goreng + teluk dadar + roti tisu and sum+
huh..?so high calories..?

im dun wori bout tat ba..

im oledi a giant chubby gal..
calories ..dosen't a problem 4 me..
i scare ghost ony i tink..

aft tat..i start playing fb again..
den chat in msn..
n now..blogging..
n later watching movie again..
my tim juz totali terbalik v a human being..
im reali a vampire

i do my thing during midnite..

wash cloth..

bath..

little revision..

is midnite..but im doing tat

i had promise my parents to eat bak kut teh v dem 2morow..
v their kai lui.. it's my aunt's daughter act..but she wan be my mum's kai lui..

donno wat 4 oso..
tat a crazy gal ok..?i dislike her la..plz..
but i hv 2 go too...urgHHHH!!!

i gotta bath now..
end blog here..

oo..yaya..got ppl complain my eng reali shit..

i blog v my broken eng..

hulala..u bo song den dun c ok..?

yes..my eng veri veri weak..den how..?

12- 12 - 2009·

hurraayyy。。。
is 5.55am now..
gud morning to mYselF..
yes..im havev't slip yet..
muahaha..im suck blood juz now..

ytd i said i will write another blog..but..i din't..
not bcoz im slip..
im sooo free..
but im emo ytd i think..
yeepi..im a super DAMN EMO girl..thank you..
every 1 hv emo feeling.,rite..
i juz over a bit la..k?but still in control..

ytd..i was in a damn sad + unhapi + emo feeling..
huh??dun even ask me y..
bcoz even myself oso wats the hell hapen to me..
juz..
very down..
i can't fall slip of cux..
den i play fb..msn..but i din blog..
i was lazy to type ytd..
ytd..msn..many ppl kena scold by me..
even sm i dun no dem act..
dey juz say hi..den i start..bla bla bla..$@#(
i used very rude to them..
kaka..IM REALLY SORRY
sm of dem..i ask dem to hell la..
n sm kena spam by me..
n sm..kena block by me..
hulala...~~
yes!!dis is me!!ng meng chin!!
i do lik to ask ppl

*GO TO HELL LA!!

*CAN U PLZ JUZ FUCK OFF!!

*SPAM FRM MY WORLD PLZ!!

*WTH!!Y HV SM IDIOT BUSTARD!!

hurrayy...i do lik use dis few sentences..
maybe u think im rude..
no false..im a rude gal..so how?
wat u can do..?
u bo song..den juz spam frm my world..i will say thanks to u..
i dosen't reali ned a fren..
i dosen't reali ned sm body to sayang..
im been single 4 a long long time jor..
so tats not a problem 4 me..
i can do everyrting myself..
i can do it by my self..
im not longer a little gal..
im growth..

wanna know what love is..?
is dosen't a important thing 4 me any+
i enjoy my single life..
i no nid manja manja..
i no nid care who hell feeling..
i juz do everithing im lik..
wat even i thing..den i juz nike..?
nike..?yes...nike..juz do it..
muahaha..

although sm tim i sim mou ppl
but..i always comfort myself..
telling myself..
plz study well..
dis is wat u nid 4 now..4 dis moment..
love..juz a game to hell..
love = hell
yes..im scare to be in love again..
im scare..
even smtim damn hapi..
but when sad..
n getting hurt..huh!!now think oso feel wanna cry..
bitch!!vbustard!!idiot!!
plz serious in love..
its not a game la pleasee..
if u tink it was juz a game..
den go bec hm..shake ur mother up..
n ask her to slap u plz..

omg..i think bout my ex again..
my mood getting low..
n my tears..is ready!!
wtf la me..plz la ng meng chin..

ytd..i call my sis..
i ask her to help me tell my guitar teacher tat i wanna stop 4 a month..
i feel wanna cry when i get her reply..
she say..u don be so teapot la...
i tell her im arm chun..i nid her to help me 4 inform him..
haha.i was cry in the nite..
even she not scolding me..
n the end she help me oso..
but i dun noe why im cry 4 dis oso..
im nid ppl help..
i not lik u..so geng..u so clever..
i cant compare v u at all..even study ..
im juz a useless ppl in dis family i think..
smtim..
i reali feel im very useless..
i can't help anyting at all..
i juz use their money..
make dem worry..
wat else?nth else i can do..

my mom hope im can study in university..
tats y she consult me to study form 6..
i 4low wat she wan..
i wan her hapi..
n i can take care her 4 1 more year and accompany her..
but university..?im sorry la..
im won think tat i can go 4 it la plz..
im a stupid gal ok..
i was very stress..u all know bout it..?
donno..nobody noe wat im think ..
i always cry..coz im reali stress..
may smbody listen to me..
listen to me tat wat i wan..?
i reali veri unhapi!!!!
im sad!!
im stress!!!
i dun reali nid money..
i dun reali nid hp..camera..laptop or bla bla bla..
i juz wan care frm u all..
can u all plz listen to me..?
listen to wat my mind was thinking?

i reali love u all ok..?
even everytim i act lik not respect u all..
n talking rude to u all..
n chat v u all lik fren..
i noe..ur fren ask u..y u can accept ur daughter lik tat..
boh dua bo seh..
do u noe im was crying tat nite ..?
im not wan boh dua bo seh v u all..
but dis is the way our family talk..izn't?
since im growth..v talk lik dis..
den y now juz u blame..?
huh!!!

mummy & daddy was older and older..
wat i can do??!!
i hope dey won wori 4 money everiday..
i noe they r in trouble..
but wat i can do..?
i was try very hard to study well...ok?
dun u all tink im always juz play play..k?

jie..
i noe u always unhapi too..
everi month salary all giv to mum dem..
huh..do u noe..u r heroin 4 me
who else will giv all their salary to family when she wan already 25 years old..
u always alone dere...
do u noe y sm tim i hug u..?
i dun noe y..
ifeel worm when im hug u all..
i feel hapi..and comfort..
i feel im getting care..
i not wanna kacau u..but u always think so..

huh..
i was crying now..
feel wanna scream ...
sm tim i imagine..if 1 of u all death..?
how ?
i will cry lik crazy..
i will be crazy..
smtim..even i juz imagine..i oso cry..
i scare to lost u all..

i love u all..

hAnG oUt niT3...

hooooray...

yes!!i hang out yea

v 1 of my form6 classmate and 1 my old old old frenzz...

yea..its shinyhi & kok aik..

maybe i will show their pic at the below part of dis blog..maybe..

hmmm..ok..v go sing k ytd...

phewww...cool shinyhi..her sound reali bravo n nice lik hell...

den mine..wth ..hak sei ppl...omg...

v meet up dere about 8 smting i think...

den sing sing & sing...

even v dun noe wat the price and v dun noe wat tim until..

den v straightli go in n sing.
v pay n v leave..v all get shock..

huh!!y so cheap...???

den v ask the cashier..n tell him again tat our room num..

den he say..yup..corect a...

we : u ada kira salah tak..?kenapa harga ini..?

cashier : yala..tak ada salah ma..betul..nombor 12

we :kenapa murah sangat..?

cashier :hari ini ladies nite la..u tak tau ke..?atau u nak bayar lebih..

of cuz we say not la..muahaha..

n we was excited dou a...muahaha..so cheap so cheap..

n we plan to go again 4 the next ladies nite..hulal

about 11 smting v leave n v move to mc donald..

yea..its a best hang out place i tink..

coz its free for charge for the place..

tell u!!v go dere 4 bout smting 3++hour...

but v never order 4 a drink..

muahah...yea..v done a dog job...

n all the mc d workers keep on eyes to us.
wat la..its a hak pengguna ok..?

n i told dem..

if smday i be beggar ..i will overnite at mcdonal..

coz its free for charge..i repeat..

n..i can enjoy my cool air v the cold lik hell air-cond tat mc donald had...

n...i can bath over dere oso..

n...hv wifi dere..

huh..wat the gud place 4 a beggar man...

1.30++...

yea..v all balik rumah d la..

coz theiir face...omg..tired dou a..

well dey r gud gal n gud boy..no false..

dey slip 10 pm sharp everi9 i tink..

so dey very geng d lo..

their panda eyes almost apear..muahaha..

of cux no problem 4 me..coz im vampire..i repeat..

i gotta suck blood while midnite..

yes.i slip in the morning again..

i chat on phone v a fellow tat veri veri long tim never contact..
v chat many..

n about 6.30..

i reali tak blh tahan...

i kep on say...

u got work 2orow..slip la..(act is i wan to slip)

but...until 8 juz....never hang up act..but i fall slip d...

i slip until 1++..

i wak up n take my "breakfast"

n play my cafe world , barn bady.of fb..

wat la..1st tink i thinked when i wake up----fb..i reali kena kong tao d ...i tink..

smting lik bomoh in face book...

now im typing blog 4 wat hapen ytd n dis morning..

huhu..i tink will b a next page blog on dis nite..

i strong feel wanna blog 4 dis kinda bored holiday....

yea..i lik to view my blog..

coz i lik tat song..lik hell..

i had repeated n listened 4 123456789364tmes i tink...

i lik it reali..

tat 2 hang out v me ytd...

pretty shinyhi

hansome kok aik

im a American gal..

hmmmm...?
why tat im say so a..
curious..?
kaka..biasa lah kan..
but 4 smbody noe me veri well i tink dey understandwat i means to..
ok...recentli ...even 5a.m i haven't slip oso..
why?dun ask me why..because i dunno wat the reason oso..
i suck blood..?hmmm..maybe..
so...juz let it go..spam...
i slip late..so of cuux i wake up late 4 the next day..
my tim was totali diferent v a common human being..
i was lik a vampire..muahaha..
i always suck blood while nite..maybe..?!
so plz dun compare me v others..
becoz..im totali a unnormal human being..
or maybe..im not a human being..
muahaha

act..i hv no point 4 dis blog tat im typing now act
hulala..

i

juz

wanna

prove

tat

i'm

realli

too

free

muahaha..wat the hell la ng meng chin..
bullll...

ok la..
act im reading a buk..
it's quite interesting i tink..
so maybe i will type it n blog it here...
huh..

Question : nobody will c my blog..wat 4 u blog a..?
Answer : coz i reali senang n wu liao lik hell...



hahaha~~~i enjoy myseLf so much here..
v my broken english..[[ PROUD ]]

concept of beauty..?

huh..well

i done dis presentation bout this..concept of beauty..

i choosed dis topic..

its bout african womens put a plate tat made by wood ...

its a big circle shape plate..

dey make a tiny hole n place the plate inside their mouth..

wat the hell is tat..

y muz buli gal..f*ck..?

omg!!its was a damn barbaric tradition..

why hv 2 continue dis sucker suffer tradition?

if the guy reali lik u..

wat the hell u luk lis he oso will love u..

even u down-syndrome

y gal hv 2 b the suffer 1..?y not guys..?

izit dis call fairness..?

or..?...i dun no..

but dis make me realise tat..even sm1 v tink its/she/he or even animal ugly..

but 4 sm ppl dey tink its a kind of beauty lik wtf in the ppl concept of brain

h3LLo kiTTy...

even myself dun noe ...
when i start 2 b a hEllo kiTTy's fans??

huh..wth hapen to me..

OMG..my dear doraemon..plz don b jealous..im stiLL love u of coz..but..

let me go 4hello kitty juz a little moment..

doraemon..dun b jealous ya..mummy stiLL lov u liK heLL..

muahaha..

so..i gotta share llo kitty's photo here..

juz a bit la..coz i lazy to upload..but if u guys reali wan..of cux can want it frm me..

如果我不喜欢你

如果我不喜欢你，

我就不会每天都在想你对我是怎样...
我就不会每天都想你到底爱我还是讨厌我...
我就不会每天在乎你跟别的女子打打闹闹...
我就不会每天为了你而吃醋又发闷气...
我就不会每天为了你不月的眼神担心害怕..
我就不会每天为了你不理我而不开心难过...
我就不会每天为了对我的误会而担忧不安...
我就不会每天顾虑自己在你心中的地位...
我就不会每天都在乎你对我的一件眼光...
我就不会每天半夜想起你冷漠而流泪...
我就不会每天努力忘记你给我的失望冷漠...
我就不会每天努力在你眼前掩饰自己的不好.
我就不会每天对你发脾气知道你你还在乎我.
我就不会在每天在你还没转身前都幸福微笑.

遇到了就要好好把握...
一旦失去了就不能再从来...
或许过后你得哭泣中有他...
或许你的诉说里也有他...
你会说我很爱他，很爱很爱他...
但一切都太迟了...
就算再回一起又怎样...？
感觉不对了...也怕了...

不要以为自己可以很潇洒...
当后悔时就太迟了...
你会想或许手放开也是爱他的一种方式...
你会觉得退出也是一种爱他的方式...
你或许觉得默默守护也是不错...

你放了手，的确你很潇洒...
可是你真的那么潇洒吗？
多少人可以做到...?

记得你可以随时牵他的手...
但请别轻易地说分手...

在你面前坚强微笑的他...
或许你一转身他的眼泪已留下来

颓废之假期篇；废 （我决定重出江湖写blog^^）

从放假到现在···
我对这个假期只有一给形容词----废！！！
天啊～～我觉得自己已经废到极限了啦
这个假期真的很闷咯
我第一次那么想开学的
当然～是讲罢了啦·哈哈
因为一旦开学
我身上的恶魔就会千方百计地去想怎么skip
我就是那样～～所以不管在哪一个班
我依然是有一个称号的～～那就是：
PONTENG QUEEN
muahaha..很骄傲酱
没办法这就是我的荣誉

这个假期本来是有很多plan的咯
但是一一被取消又或是没消息了
天啊～～我快闷疯
我玩fb game玩到快走火入魔了啦
每天起来就开电脑上fb
我中fb降头了-好可怕

呐呐呐～～
我不是一个只是爱玩的人来的咯
我是有计划过开始我的努力计划的咯
当然不是指减肥哪方面啦
那个一定做不到的
你叫一头大象减肥？没可能的咯
好好～～我的努力计划当然是指读书啦
我可是个“努力向上，勤于学习”的好孩子
我好歹开始了这个计划好几天的咯
～～是好几天
我重复～～是有好几天的
阿妈～～我算对得起你一下下的咯
哈哈哈

我打算了
我要设定个目标
就是从出江湖的写blog啦～～
我很努力的
我已迈向这个伟大的目标
我昨天洗到完我之前的blog
开过新的～～
你看短短的一夜～
我几成功下
我打了很多封blog咯

努力是要付出很多力量的
所以现在我要去补充力量啦～～

p/s:这个假期除了fb，我就是吃吃吃～～muahaha

爱你并不辛苦；辛苦的是如何不爱你

是时候醒了；
但我却选择了沉睡；

是时候遗忘了；
但我却把它当了回忆；

是时候把你彻底给忘掉；
但我的努力是白费的；
忘不了你；

是时候明白这世界不会有戏剧化的爱情；
这一切一切都只是电影；

爱你并不辛苦；
辛苦的是如何不爱你；

恨你或许很容易；
但要我做到就真得太难；

或许你已经往更多幸福的地方前进；
但我依然停留在分手的那时候；

或许我们的爱到了终点；
但我依然的站在原点…

我依然留在分手时的原点；
我依然深深的爱着你；
我依然努力的骗自己说你还爱我；

我在原点而你呢…?

一封父母给孩子的话

若你常对父母发脾气··
看下也想下

亲爱的孩子，如果有一天我老去，
请给予我多一点的关怀，并且尝试了解我。

若我吃脏了嘴， 穿衣有困难，请多忍耐
还记得我对你的细心教诲，陪你度过童年的时光吗？

若我重复又重复同样的举止，请别打扰我
你只需要聆听，当你小时，你也一样叫我讲同样的故事
一夜又一夜，一遍又一遍，直到你沉沉睡去

我教过你的东西，怎么吃·怎么穿·
教你做人的态度·还有面对生命中的问题

若我记性不好，口齿不清，请给我一点时间纠正
要是我还是词不达意，请你不要不耐烦，因为对我来说
最重要的就是只要可以跟你在一起，跟你说话

当我老弱的双脚再也不允许我自由来去，请帮助我
就像童年我搀扶着你的小手，教你踏出人生的第一步

孩子帮忙我行走，帮助我在爱与关怀里，走到生命的尽头

而我唯一要感谢的就是
是你的微笑
以及你那无限的关怀

记得
给予你父母
你那充满爱的关怀