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hmmm...
today..
i reali make a very very wrong decision maybe..
is about my school rumah sukan again..
yes..
today i hv pay the factory with RM 200 4 deposit..
i on d lo..
but juz i heard the teachers frm other rumah sukan said..
tat uncle no gud geh..
he can't giv enof stok n not same lik the design..
he will make it fully ugly ..

im veri wory rite now..
feel wanna cry ..
i scare tat reali hapen on me..
i wori bout tat..
totali..i dunno wat to do..
im trying to get many of my senior 4 persuate me tat he r gud act..
tat uncle is pro..he r the most famous..
n bla bla bla..
many ppl say he r ok ..
but becoz of 1 teacher..
my mood..totali drop to the most..
im reali very wori..
i dislike to get blame frm others..
i scare to face dis all kind of thing bcoz i dunno how to face it n settle it oso..
should i tell teacher bout tat..?
should i..?
wat shoule i do rite now,.?

stupid me..
la si xiong shan..
but if i dun wan do dis..
who going to care bout dis hell thing..
me oso kena blame juga..
deng..
wat to do..?

urghh!!!

damn tired

juz bec frm tuition..
my brain now full v math formula n solution..
wao..smting new tat my teacher teach us today..
so of cuz reali lik wao 4 us..
its totali can't understand wat she teaching..muahaha
not my problem k..
its reali complicated lik relationship..
its reali smting make me shout 2 times of wao wao!!

im buzy 4 my rumah sukan t-shirt 4 almost 2 weeks..
my god..
i tan lei tan hui..
ask idea frm ahli..no ppl hew me..well
so at the last wat i get is juz 5 design frm 100 ahli..
u all done a great job..thank!!!!damn!!1
amount tat 5 desgn..3 are my own design..!!!
freaking damn as well...
about 100 ppl but who pas up their design..?juz 2 ppl
hello..im oso dun no drawing ok..
im a drawing bak chi..
EXCUSES!!!!
dis world hv internet la..
u all as im down syndrome!

well aft decision 4 take which design..
ask all advise n idea frm teacher..
is about 8 teacher but juz me go 4 doing dis!
i go n ask 1 by 1 ..
den combine all advise they gave..
decision n tell them (8 teacher) again 1 by 1 again..
my teacher scare to saw me jor..hahaha..
im freaking fan ..haha

aft tat..
go factory get the price..
ok..inform teacher again..
they say expensive..
i susah payah go to the factory again..
ask 4 offer n chat v him to less the price..
ok..
today..
post out tat prove jor..
well then me again hv to ready the list 4 wakil tingkatan..
tats work of scretary ok..?but me agin hv to do tat..
im supergal i tink maybe..
im trying very hard to control my tempe n i try to kep my self cool n calm down when im in the skul..
list..i hv type all..
den 1 by 1 again i go n pas it to wakil..
n where is my penolong..?hmmmm...
where is my ajk..?
juz me..
pengerusi=scretary=treasuror=wakil oso..
walaao...
i hv to be rude again sorrty..
fuck!!!its reali damn plz!!!!
im not god..i will be tired..can u all plz help me..
i can't reali stand for dis to settle all the thing myself..
i nid u all to help me..
but where u all..?
im freaking tired la wey..
mon to thur i full v tuition..
den i hv to do dis ..
i REALI VERT TIRED!!!!
i surrender!!!!

but wat can i do..?
n i hv hell lots homework haven't complete yet...

but..v dis..
finali i understand when nobody buy a designers feeling..
wao..its deeply hurt ok..
thx 4 teacher all suport my design..
but studsent plz la wey..
u all dun wan giv me ur own design i hv buat tak tau sudah..
den u all still kep complaining?
diam diam!!!!

my eyes gotta close jor la..
but i hv to do hmwork n settle the rumah sukan else..
help!!!!

i can be alone with myself

hmm..im hv been never blog 4 a century..
izit always juz blog smting sad or juz when im moody..
not exactly la but almost...
coz im reali damn buzy start dis begin of the year.
im hv to fight v a mission imposible..
i swear..i won get enter 4 universiti..
hmm..den why u still continue form 6..
haha..dun ask me..its a error..

im kinda dun feel wanna pick up any call n reply any of sms..
i juz wanna be alone..
let me alone..
i dun reali nid u all..
i dun reali nid fren..
im can be with myself..
im its ok..
but sory to say tat im won border u 4 a short moment 4 recentli..
i never bring along my hp ..i dun wan to c any msg n call..
so juz no nid call me..

yea..fren..
where u r when im nid u..?
n where im when u nid me..
how u treat me..so how i treat u...
hmm..

wat is fren..?
find u when they nid u..?
find u when they boring n nobody can talk v them..?
find u when..?
hmm..okok..its ok..
wat a sensitive issue ..end dis topic as well

i reali tension enof..
trouble lots surrounding me..
its drive me to crazy..
i ca.t reali breath as well as i can..
its suffer to breath..
its a giv me lots of stress..
family..school..
study..
club...n even rumah sukan..
its all trouble me..
n no 1 can help me..
wat the fuck!!!
yes im pengerusi 4 rumah sukan..
but why every ting i hv to do it myself..?
even setiausaha jobs oso i hv to do....
collect money oso me..
ccb u all.get marks ok..?
i juz get high a bit den u all..
den ...how bout u all..
work dun1 do..but marks u wan..!!!go to hell la..damn!!

study..
i hv promise myself tat april hv to be study well 4 the may exam..
but wat im doing rite now.?
haha..
yea..tats me..
always talk..
tat a prove tat talk are always easier then do..
yes..im always say wan study when i get a bad result..but..
wat i hv dod aft tat..haha
tell u..i still hv hell lots homework havent done yet...
den mon to thurs tuition
sat to sun hv to help in shop..
when is my free tim..?
can u plz tell me..
wat the suitable tim 4 me to study...


phoewwwwww...

blue mood..

idk when i hv write my last posted..
yea..i noe i hv been a long tim never update my blog..
4 smone who ask me why din update jor..
ok..well..thx 4 ur concern anyway..but..
plz dun ask me to do smting tat i dun wan to do..
won change my decision bcoz of u..
u r juz my net fren n..
even my bf oso i won change bcoz of him..
i won folow wat the hell u saying n juz 4low n do it alrite..
im not longer lik a baby stupid gal anymore ok..?
i won change my mine bcoz of anyone else i tell u seriously..
4 last tim..i will listen wat my bf tell n i will do..
coz i dun hop to argue or so on..
so i choose to be listen wat he say 4 keep our love longer maybe..
but conclusion is..
u treat him good..but wat he treat u bec...
so is no way to do such stupid damn ting angmore...
n summore im not going 4 couple 4 dis two years..im serious on dis..!!!
aiya...nobody want oso ma..haha....ok well..spam me plz..haha..


act i hv hell lots ting wanna bloging..
but i hv 4get the date act..so ltr i will bog all the thing i wanna blog oso without the date if im not sure when is it hapen..

yea..now im enjoying my one weeks holiday
holiday..?hmm..juz a name alrite..
coz have hell lots of homework r waiting 4 me..
but whos cares..?
c..wat im doing now..?haha..
but..wat the hell..
i hv to finished it b4 reopen school oso..wat to do..?its reali hell lots..plz...!!!
act 4 ony ekonomi its oedi good enof..makro n mikro..wao...both of dis two subject idk how much tim i hv to spend d..deng..!!!

im juz finnised my first term exam of skul..
eim..
wat to say..smting sad case hapen when dis..
so i cried...
yea..i hv been scolded by my mom tat saying me i din trying hard n i din study still act lip play play...n bla bla bal

to be continue~~~~~
going out v family

long story..

what should i choose..?

blog again..
act i hv kinda much ting havent blog yet..
i kinda buzy lik i hv repeated 4 10000000000000times..
haha

well today skul until 5.40...
wat a hell rules..
well its a shit rules but
im 4lowing the shit..

pelabur n sdu n b&k..
volley n ping pong n tennis
hello..
kinda buzy lo..haha
but say nia la..
voley ball..
once i go den simpan bola..haha
pingpong..omg la..i stand dere 4 half hour v kui kee but everi1 as v r transparent..
pelabur..nothing to do today..
sdu..a less ppl meeting is on..

now thinking how should i tell teacher if i wanna letak jawatan..?
how i tell..?
i hv to face wethet 1 of dem
omg..
im totali not interested to sdu act..
i pun tak tau kenapa saya pula jadi president
hello..
macam mana shoud i buat skrg ni..
ada cadangan ke..?
i memang tak tau macam mana nak bagi tau langsung
"fan "
huh..
tention blog today..
n it was juz a short blog.
im kinda moody 4 blog act
but i wanna release a bit..

sunny sunday

hihi..gud morning..
sunny sunday i wake up bout 9 smting 2day..
yea...ytd chating v o lu lu la wey..
wat a memory i hv v him last tim..\
well i reali mis him la..
but not i find him 1 la..
i shame shame la..
i not zhu ding type gal la act..
haha..
yea v chat quite a lot..
huh..

i hv to say...
i reali hv many homework..
tats y i wake up earlier dis morning..ytd saturday..
but..pity me hv to go skul ..my god..
so mis 1 day 4 complete my hmwork la..
nasib baik i attend..
waoo..principal wanna c who absent ytd..
yea..teacher hv tell us b4 dis ytd wil b the dangerous dayh so she advise all of us to go skul lo..
my pricipal..
ho kambing..
my god..i tink maybe recentli he quite wu eng so he make us v sm trouble so tat he can do smting act lik he veri bo eng i tink
hello dun su me ya..
dis my blog ma..rite..so its a way 4 release la k..


hello..
hanging my neck ..
its reali gonna killing me..my god..
urghhhhhhh!!!!!!
math paper 1..>>
4.1 , 4.2 , 4.3 , 4.4 , 4.5 , 4.6

math paper 2>>
5.1, 5.2, 5.3, 5.4, 5.5, 5.6 , 5.7 , 5.8 , 5.9 . 5.10

business..>>
10 ++ question

ekonomi..>>
hv to redo the exercise again

pengajian am..>>
1 karangan to complete

tuition>>
math paper 2..
hell lots n its uncountable

pengajian am..
2 gaft

how i complete all of it in 1 day..?
sunday...24 hours..now minus 6 hours
hello how many left..

exam soon lagi..shit
hulala..
i tink burn all the buk n drink it its the most best way
huh..

my mum go gai gai a..
she go cuti cuti malaysia la wey..
how nice she was..
me leh..haizzzt...
left me n dady in the housee..
he treat me so bad..he din buuy food 4 me..wuwuwu

on call..
end here

on mc today..

yea..i never blog everiday since i reopen skul..
i juz blog when im free..
im on mc today..
so i get lesen 4 skip class today of cux
my god..wat a gud begining..i juz skip 4 1 day leh..
sum+ i get mc frm doctor..hurray...
i never skip class 4 almost 2 weeks i tink..

ok..im sick again.
i tink maybe is coz of stress so make me sick again..
huh..bad luck year la..
tat day i felt down n my leg injures..
n ytd..sick seriously until go n check in a clinic..
asking oso the pro of female.
the doctor ask me..
do u sex..?
hello plz la...im so fat im single la..i hv no bf la wey
how to sex v myself..?
my god..i hv no sperm in my body k..so if i sex alone oso won get pregnant ok...
well..she din ans me 4 my question n she juz giiv me the medicine
n din care bout my female question...
thx lots..tats the way to prove u r mm dim..
i promise won go again..
n will go bec the cinic i lik the most..
clinic jasbir..
its a mangkalai doctor..

trouble internet..

hallo..
how many day never saw me appear d..?
yea..hv to complain to tmnet plz..
hello..although u r the cheaper..but
can u plz stop trouble..hullo..
u disturb me la wey..
i totali 4get how facebuk luks lik oledi la..

now ok d..my god..
yea..dis week..many ppl bufday huh..
chanfai zhi hao..and ah geng..
yea..appy bufday to them again..big boy..
wish all ur dream will b cum true..

yea..my les bo kinda less 5 me recentli la..
but ytd..im slip very early la k..
n i saw her msg dis mornig..kinda funi i tink..
实在难找你
haha...tats her msg to me..
im trying to call her right now..
but..no body ans my call ..
s...hehe..she ordering her food in 1 utama..
how nice her life..she r the 1 o stress i tink..

yea smting to anounce..
i go library alone ytd..
hurrayy..im kinda hardworking ho..
but it make me too tired la wey..
n make me slip 4 the whole day finali..hahaha...
i hv hell lots homework havent complete yet leh..
especialy math lo..
my god...
smting gonna kill me ..

now im going to fetch my mum..
n go 4 a meal maybe..
i was tired to clean up my hom..
its kinda dirty n my mum was kinda lazy rcentli..
i nid a maria in hom plz..giv me a maid arghh!!
i was enough buzy 4 my study..
dun make me waste my tim else...can..?
i hv not enough tim 4 study..
im not enough tim 4 rush my hmwork

1st sunday of 2010

hello..gud morning..i wake up veri early la 2day..
i wake up on 8 morning..
waooo..good gal i am..
i wanna fetch my mum to pasar bcoz im boring v chicken everyday la k..
i wanna eat fish n vege ..
dun everyday chicken la..my god..
but..she dun 1 go v me..
so no choice la..
next weeek will be chicken week again..
aiya..my dad ask me to da bao..so continue later on..