i can be alone with myself

hmm..im hv been never blog 4 a century..
izit always juz blog smting sad or juz when im moody..
not exactly la but almost...
coz im reali damn buzy start dis begin of the year.
im hv to fight v a mission imposible..
i swear..i won get enter 4 universiti..
hmm..den why u still continue form 6..
haha..dun ask me..its a error..

im kinda dun feel wanna pick up any call n reply any of sms..
i juz wanna be alone..
let me alone..
i dun reali nid u all..
i dun reali nid fren..
im can be with myself..
im its ok..
but sory to say tat im won border u 4 a short moment 4 recentli..
i never bring along my hp ..i dun wan to c any msg n call..
so juz no nid call me..

yea..fren..
where u r when im nid u..?
n where im when u nid me..
how u treat me..so how i treat u...
hmm..

wat is fren..?
find u when they nid u..?
find u when they boring n nobody can talk v them..?
find u when..?
hmm..okok..its ok..
wat a sensitive issue ..end dis topic as well

i reali tension enof..
trouble lots surrounding me..
its drive me to crazy..
i ca.t reali breath as well as i can..
its suffer to breath..
its a giv me lots of stress..
family..school..
study..
club...n even rumah sukan..
its all trouble me..
n no 1 can help me..
wat the fuck!!!
yes im pengerusi 4 rumah sukan..
but why every ting i hv to do it myself..?
even setiausaha jobs oso i hv to do....
collect money oso me..
ccb u all.get marks ok..?
i juz get high a bit den u all..
den ...how bout u all..
work dun1 do..but marks u wan..!!!go to hell la..damn!!

study..
i hv promise myself tat april hv to be study well 4 the may exam..
but wat im doing rite now.?
haha..
yea..tats me..
always talk..
tat a prove tat talk are always easier then do..
yes..im always say wan study when i get a bad result..but..
wat i hv dod aft tat..haha
tell u..i still hv hell lots homework havent done yet...
den mon to thurs tuition
sat to sun hv to help in shop..
when is my free tim..?
can u plz tell me..
wat the suitable tim 4 me to study...


phoewwwwww...