unhappy like nobody :'(

im so fucking emo
im so fucking depress
i was kep crying recentli..
i dunno why..
maybe cux of stress of final exam..?
or maybe cux the r/ship btw me n him

i found tat i was so stuck of my brain when final is nearer and nearer...
i was so stress
n the stresss make me feel lik dying
im stress n i realli dunno how to handle my stress
how cum i bcum so not steady when facing all those study thing

im sofucking hate study
act if let me choose again..
i will not choose to continue study as well
i prefer t work... 
at least i can help to earn some money to help family to clear up those fucking debt
and i can do bakery or other which i more interest

i hate study !
should be say like tat~i hate the feeling of stress when exam

me n him..
we r couple bec..but the feeling wasn't same as last time d
totalli different feeling
there a gap btw us
n the gap is becum bigger n bigger...
we can't communicate well..
we can't understand wat each other think
u even pujuk oso dun wan to pujuk me
sumtine i juz wonder who i am for u...

im so tired~
im so tired about our love

~~~ :'(