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hmmm...
today..
i reali make a very very wrong decision maybe..
is about my school rumah sukan again..
yes..
today i hv pay the factory with RM 200 4 deposit..
i on d lo..
but juz i heard the teachers frm other rumah sukan said..
tat uncle no gud geh..
he can't giv enof stok n not same lik the design..
he will make it fully ugly ..

im veri wory rite now..
feel wanna cry ..
i scare tat reali hapen on me..
i wori bout tat..
totali..i dunno wat to do..
im trying to get many of my senior 4 persuate me tat he r gud act..
tat uncle is pro..he r the most famous..
n bla bla bla..
many ppl say he r ok ..
but becoz of 1 teacher..
my mood..totali drop to the most..
im reali very wori..
i dislike to get blame frm others..
i scare to face dis all kind of thing bcoz i dunno how to face it n settle it oso..
should i tell teacher bout tat..?
should i..?
wat shoule i do rite now,.?

stupid me..
la si xiong shan..
but if i dun wan do dis..
who going to care bout dis hell thing..
me oso kena blame juga..
deng..
wat to do..?

urghh!!!

damn tired

juz bec frm tuition..
my brain now full v math formula n solution..
wao..smting new tat my teacher teach us today..
so of cuz reali lik wao 4 us..
its totali can't understand wat she teaching..muahaha
not my problem k..
its reali complicated lik relationship..
its reali smting make me shout 2 times of wao wao!!

im buzy 4 my rumah sukan t-shirt 4 almost 2 weeks..
my god..
i tan lei tan hui..
ask idea frm ahli..no ppl hew me..well
so at the last wat i get is juz 5 design frm 100 ahli..
u all done a great job..thank!!!!damn!!1
amount tat 5 desgn..3 are my own design..!!!
freaking damn as well...
about 100 ppl but who pas up their design..?juz 2 ppl
hello..im oso dun no drawing ok..
im a drawing bak chi..
EXCUSES!!!!
dis world hv internet la..
u all as im down syndrome!

well aft decision 4 take which design..
ask all advise n idea frm teacher..
is about 8 teacher but juz me go 4 doing dis!
i go n ask 1 by 1 ..
den combine all advise they gave..
decision n tell them (8 teacher) again 1 by 1 again..
my teacher scare to saw me jor..hahaha..
im freaking fan ..haha

aft tat..
go factory get the price..
ok..inform teacher again..
they say expensive..
i susah payah go to the factory again..
ask 4 offer n chat v him to less the price..
ok..
today..
post out tat prove jor..
well then me again hv to ready the list 4 wakil tingkatan..
tats work of scretary ok..?but me agin hv to do tat..
im supergal i tink maybe..
im trying very hard to control my tempe n i try to kep my self cool n calm down when im in the skul..
list..i hv type all..
den 1 by 1 again i go n pas it to wakil..
n where is my penolong..?hmmmm...
where is my ajk..?
juz me..
pengerusi=scretary=treasuror=wakil oso..
walaao...
i hv to be rude again sorrty..
fuck!!!its reali damn plz!!!!
im not god..i will be tired..can u all plz help me..
i can't reali stand for dis to settle all the thing myself..
i nid u all to help me..
but where u all..?
im freaking tired la wey..
mon to thur i full v tuition..
den i hv to do dis ..
i REALI VERT TIRED!!!!
i surrender!!!!

but wat can i do..?
n i hv hell lots homework haven't complete yet...

but..v dis..
finali i understand when nobody buy a designers feeling..
wao..its deeply hurt ok..
thx 4 teacher all suport my design..
but studsent plz la wey..
u all dun wan giv me ur own design i hv buat tak tau sudah..
den u all still kep complaining?
diam diam!!!!

my eyes gotta close jor la..
but i hv to do hmwork n settle the rumah sukan else..
help!!!!

i can be alone with myself

hmm..im hv been never blog 4 a century..
izit always juz blog smting sad or juz when im moody..
not exactly la but almost...
coz im reali damn buzy start dis begin of the year.
im hv to fight v a mission imposible..
i swear..i won get enter 4 universiti..
hmm..den why u still continue form 6..
haha..dun ask me..its a error..

im kinda dun feel wanna pick up any call n reply any of sms..
i juz wanna be alone..
let me alone..
i dun reali nid u all..
i dun reali nid fren..
im can be with myself..
im its ok..
but sory to say tat im won border u 4 a short moment 4 recentli..
i never bring along my hp ..i dun wan to c any msg n call..
so juz no nid call me..

yea..fren..
where u r when im nid u..?
n where im when u nid me..
how u treat me..so how i treat u...
hmm..

wat is fren..?
find u when they nid u..?
find u when they boring n nobody can talk v them..?
find u when..?
hmm..okok..its ok..
wat a sensitive issue ..end dis topic as well

i reali tension enof..
trouble lots surrounding me..
its drive me to crazy..
i ca.t reali breath as well as i can..
its suffer to breath..
its a giv me lots of stress..
family..school..
study..
club...n even rumah sukan..
its all trouble me..
n no 1 can help me..
wat the fuck!!!
yes im pengerusi 4 rumah sukan..
but why every ting i hv to do it myself..?
even setiausaha jobs oso i hv to do....
collect money oso me..
ccb u all.get marks ok..?
i juz get high a bit den u all..
den ...how bout u all..
work dun1 do..but marks u wan..!!!go to hell la..damn!!

study..
i hv promise myself tat april hv to be study well 4 the may exam..
but wat im doing rite now.?
haha..
yea..tats me..
always talk..
tat a prove tat talk are always easier then do..
yes..im always say wan study when i get a bad result..but..
wat i hv dod aft tat..haha
tell u..i still hv hell lots homework havent done yet...
den mon to thurs tuition
sat to sun hv to help in shop..
when is my free tim..?
can u plz tell me..
wat the suitable tim 4 me to study...


phoewwwwww...