unhappy like nobody :'(

im so fucking emo
im so fucking depress
i was kep crying recentli..
i dunno why..
maybe cux of stress of final exam..?
or maybe cux the r/ship btw me n him

i found tat i was so stuck of my brain when final is nearer and nearer...
i was so stress
n the stresss make me feel lik dying
im stress n i realli dunno how to handle my stress
how cum i bcum so not steady when facing all those study thing

im sofucking hate study
act if let me choose again..
i will not choose to continue study as well
i prefer t work... 
at least i can help to earn some money to help family to clear up those fucking debt
and i can do bakery or other which i more interest

i hate study !
should be say like tat~i hate the feeling of stress when exam

me n him..
we r couple bec..but the feeling wasn't same as last time d
totalli different feeling
there a gap btw us
n the gap is becum bigger n bigger...
we can't communicate well..
we can't understand wat each other think
u even pujuk oso dun wan to pujuk me
sumtine i juz wonder who i am for u...

im so tired~
im so tired about our love

~~~ :'(

What i want is juz SIMPLE

Actually wat i wan is just simple extreme!

是不是在一起越久

就越難維持一段感情?

最近吵架的次數又增加了

一次比一次吵的兇

u said i like branded thing..for sure every girl oso hv their dream branded thing that they desire

but forr my 21st bufday actually i jjuz wan u cume my house..having dinner v me n my family..maybe along with my bestie

wat i wan for present is oso juz simple..maybe ur nadmade birthday card?myabe u promise geh read bean soup..or maybe u cook me sumting..even is juz hot dog v egg..

is just like that..

im too over..?

im not think so..

but just u never understand me....

YES! i like branded!

YES! i like poodle dog

YES!! i like bakery stuff!

n i like many else thing..

but the poiny is 

I LOVE YOU!!!!

but u not understand!

u say i kep say wan go here n there,...

but u never understand..

i juz wan to go travel v u!

even if at kl u bring me too zoo oso i will happy 1...

i juz wan to go sumwhere play for memory v u..

tat y i choose the economy 1..

i say go melaka..

becux melaka is reali cheap enuf.....

y

y 

y 

y y u not understand me...

izit dis is the time of end of our love?

why we counld not communicate well..

why we dunnno wat each other was thinking..?

is tat all my problem..?

my eyes is now freaking swollen..n im so uncomfortable...

howww  to settle down our thing...

i reali dunno

howww i handle my final exam ..

i dunno too....stressssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss is killing me