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Friday, March 15, 2013

i was super dumper stress!!!!
i cant voice out my stress to my family member...i dun wan them to wori on me..
i cant stand v all this stress d..
i so scare i cant get ptptn...once i fail i cant get d..
then how i pay for the fees? 5k...and how bout hostel rental..and etc
dad n mum oledi hv alots of debt d...i imposible wan them to help me pay summore
i look at them,..they are reali old d..
the amout of their debt oso not a small amount...

i dun wish too add their debt~

i cant memorise anything into my brain..
i do try my very hard to do it..
but i fail..! most hard subject hv exam tomorw..
how i die

i reali so so much of stress!
n no one i can talk to...

im so lonely n so stressful

i cant even stop crying..
i cry for so long...

im so wori

Tuesday, September 4, 2012

unhappy like nobody :'(

im so fucking emo
im so fucking depress
i was kep crying recentli..
i dunno why..
maybe cux of stress of final exam..?
or maybe cux the r/ship btw me n him

i found tat i was so stuck of my brain when final is nearer and nearer...
i was so stress
n the stresss make me feel lik dying
im stress n i realli dunno how to handle my stress
how cum i bcum so not steady when facing all those study thing

im sofucking hate study
act if let me choose again..
i will not choose to continue study as well
i prefer t work... 
at least i can help to earn some money to help family to clear up those fucking debt
and i can do bakery or other which i more interest

i hate study !
should be say like tat~i hate the feeling of stress when exam

me n him..
we r couple bec..but the feeling wasn't same as last time d
totalli different feeling
there a gap btw us
n the gap is becum bigger n bigger...
we can't communicate well..
we can't understand wat each other think
u even pujuk oso dun wan to pujuk me
sumtine i juz wonder who i am for u...

im so tired~
im so tired about our love

~~~ :'(

Saturday, September 1, 2012

What i want is juz SIMPLE

Actually wat i wan is just simple extreme!

是不是在一起越久
就越難維持一段感情?

最近吵架的次數又增加了
一次比一次吵的兇
u said i like branded thing..for sure every girl oso hv their dream branded thing that they desire
but forr my 21st bufday actually i jjuz wan u cume my house..having dinner v me n my family..maybe along with my bestie
wat i wan for present is oso juz simple..maybe ur nadmade birthday card?myabe u promise geh read bean soup..or maybe u cook me sumting..even is juz hot dog v egg..

is just like that..
im too over..?
im not think so..
but just u never understand me....

YES! i like branded!
YES! i like poodle dog
YES!! i like bakery stuff!
n i like many else thing..
but the poiny is 

I LOVE YOU!!!!
but u not understand!

u say i kep say wan go here n there,...
but u never understand..
i juz wan to go travel v u!
even if at kl u bring me too zoo oso i will happy 1...
i juz wan to go sumwhere play for memory v u..

tat y i choose the economy 1..
i say go melaka..
becux melaka is reali cheap enuf.....

y
y y u not understand me...

izit dis is the time of end of our love?
why we counld not communicate well..
why we dunnno wat each other was thinking..?
is tat all my problem..?

my eyes is now freaking swollen..n im so uncomfortable...

howww  to settle down our thing...
i reali dunno
howww i handle my final exam ..
i dunno too....stressssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss is killing me

Tuesday, June 26, 2012

moody sial...
undescriable feeling having right now
we break should be good to u..
but u never noe y i persist wanna break..

sad~moody~down

Wednesday, May 30, 2012

什么不开心什么委屈什么压力都要自己扛~
全部收在心里~
我也很累了~
为什么要我一直改变去维持这段感情?
我收着也不是说出来也只是吵架
我到底该怎样
我读书真的很大很大压力
一个学期整5000fail 一科都够我死了

我们的时间都不一样了
怎么样回去像以前哪样?

真的
很不开心
可是你懂吗?

我不是要你一直一直哄我
我知道
我没有贪心只是想偶尔听听你哄我
真的那么难吗?


Friday, August 19, 2011







1、我需要告诉你一个秘密,请看5






2、答案请看11





3、不要生气,请看15




4、冷静,不要生气,请看13





5、首先请看2




6、不要生气,请看12





7、我只想告诉你,我爱你





8、我想告诉你的是,答案在14





9、请耐心的看4





10、这是我最后一次这样做了,请看7





11、我希望你不要生气当我让你看6





12、抱歉,请看8






13、不要生气,请看10





14、我不知道怎么说,但请看3





15、你一定十分生气,请看9

Artist:
Song:
Lyrics:
Tear Us Apart feat. Ron E Jones
Lyrics by Nadhira and Ron E Jones 


Verse 1 
From the first time we met each other 
I knew that we’d be together 
I saw in your eyes 
It’s just a matter of time

Verse 2 
Don’t know if this feels like the real thing 
Tell me what to do where do I begin 
Don’t know where to start 
Should I let you in my heart?
Pre Chorus 
And all it took was on touch, one kiss 
I’ve never felt love like this 
I pray, I wish we can have this forever

Chorus 
I told you from the very start 
It’s always gonna be about us 
Just don’t go and break my heart 
Just don’t go and break my heart 
I knew that we would make it this far 
No nothing’s gonna tear us apart 
Just don’t go and break my heart 
Baby don’t go and break my heart

Verse 3 
Girl you know now that we’re together 
I won’t leave your side forever 
You know that I’m yours 
Baby you’re my only girl in the world

Verse 4 
Now I have no reason to be alone 
Fell in love with you, you are now my home 
I’ll always be true 
I see no one else but you

Pre Chorus

use google  tranlate terus...
我们第一次见面
我知道我们会在一起
我看见你的眼睛
这只是一个时间的问题

第2节
不知道如果感觉像真的一样
告诉我做什么我在哪里开始
不知道从哪里开始
如果我的心



所有的触摸,一个
从来没有感受到这样
我祈祷,我希望我们能有这样的永远

我告诉从一开始
它总是要去关于我们
只是不要打破我的心
只是不要打破我的心
我知道,我们将使这一步
什么都没有要去我们除了
只是不要打破我的心
寶貝做不是打破我的心


第3节
女孩,你知道现在我们在一起
我将永远不会离开你的身边
你知道我是你的
宝贝,你是我在世界上唯一的女孩



第4节
现在,我没有理由单独
爱上你,你现在是我的家
我永远是真实的
我看到没有其他人,但



omg i gonna instead v dis song

i wanna set it as my ringing tone..

dear..
i wish u c dis..
我没有理由单独
爱上你,你现在是我的家
我永远是真实的
我看到没有其他人,但
你...


我祈祷,我希望我们能有这样的永远


dear will u be lik dis..?
女孩,你知道现在我们在一起
我将永远不会离开你的身边
你知道我是你的
宝贝,你是我在世界上唯一的女孩



i dun wanna end of tis 
our promise
our future
our dream